Sujatha

2010-10-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

想看你，又想躲你。

what the hell is wrong with me.

i hate myself. i hate what does through my mind.

FucKLife

2010-08-22T20:00:00.000-07:00

how cruel can life get?

2010-08-02T02:18:00.000-07:00

i have always been burying all the nonsense deep deep down at the bottom of my heart.

it made me feel better, made me forgive, forget and look forward.

i have no fucking guts to open up and cry out.

tonight, i realized digging out crap that you have buried, would hurt this much.

looking back, i realized what i have buried, will somehow come back up again,

and throw me down like an endless freefall.

i hope, when i wake up, i will be in a new place.

away from all the crap i have faced, am facing and will be facing.

love, friendship, words, the past, could hurt this much.

2010-02-27T11:32:00.000-08:00

Broken Strings

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie's worse
I can't like it anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late [too late]

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie's worse
I can't like it anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

2010-02-06T21:12:00.000-08:00

At The Brink

whatever i said, i ain't defending ANYONE.

as a friend, i just don't want you to become like this.

i'm just so so so so so sad and disappointed.

i hope you read this and understand.

i hope you could change.

not for me, but for yourself.

2009-10-03T14:40:00.000-07:00

Holiday

didnt do much during the holidays. busy working as usual. but my off-days were kinda meaningful. i will only post about the days i hv photos.

went to teo-heng cos we were bored.

but we still had fun :D

next.......

look at these pictures. where do u tink i went?

little jellyfishes.

zoom in jeyllyfish.

seahorse i tink. (more like seaweed)

crabs.

this big crab. i forgot his name.

a little shark sleeping. ( its quite obvious where i went right?)

i was at underwater world. =)

cos my frens had some free tickets thingy.

was there with ah yao,

and cheng, hui shan and cheng's fren. (what's his name again?)

we also went to the beach! played volleyball and frisbee..

and SUNTANNED!!!

here's the proof:

its quite obvious i was quite unwilling. haha but in the end, it doesn't matter to me anymore. cos i'm already so black.

me and shans.

me and shanns again..

i dont have much of the photos.

anyway, ran into some schoolmates and played volleyball with them.

it was a crazy day :D

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next, my happiest days.

jerry, ray, jac. u shd know where i was. hahaha.

i went to kedah, sungei petani, in malaysia to visit my aunts.

this is none another than my aunt's car. the car is older than me. 20+ years old.

super retro la!!! but i love being in it :D

anyway, let me introduce the 7 dogs with 3 generations within.

this is ZOEY. the oldest. the mother/grandmother.

and what's more, is she's the smallest among the seven.

she's a poodle terrier.

zoey's 4 children. their father is in KL.

Eevie, Max, Sasha and Eevie.

Lastly, Zoe's grandchildren. Max and Eevie's children.

they had 4 children but 2 were given to my cousin's friend.

this 2 are.....

Beckham

and the youngest but the biggest. Wang Lee Hong.

they're just dogs, but they are super smart. SERIOUSLY. if u wana noe how smart they are, let me know. i'd be more than happy to tell u their nonsense.

these are the 2 cats at our backdoor. my aunt is an animal lover. she always feed them.

notice the cat on the left. her face is half-half. with a sraight line between.

spent 1 week from 19-27th Sept over there.

went out on most of the days. some days, i stayed home and did some stuff..

cooked crabs!!!!

TASTED GREAT!!!!!

sometimes, i got bored. i styled Eevie's hair. She's a girl, but SHUAI right, my styling.

bathed the dogs too.. i tink zoey looks the cutest when bathing... hahha..

acting pitiful.

Also, we made BA ZHANG!!!!

here are the ingredients.

chestnuts.

fried glutinous rice.

chicken.

mushroom.

salted egg yolks.

dono wat leaves, to bao the zhang.

my aunt, teaching me.

end products! ;D brought 20 plus zang back to sg. haha.

ytd - 2nd Oct

went to jb with my 一家人. ( lol we gave ourselves tt name)

Ate Kenny Rogers, Baskin robbins, WangZai and Sushi King.

Watched A Perfect Getaway ( at RM 6 ) HAHA. cheap right.

Sang KTV.

Printed our 全家福.

Bought stuff.

Laughed. Had fun.

today, going to celebrate lantern festival.

Adios Amigos.

2009-09-06T10:34:00.000-07:00

Disappointed.

been really disappointed with some people. really disappointing.. sighs. but i also LL. i cant change ur mindset, neither can i do anything about it.

anyway today is a day to be remembered, will not make myself unhappy.

2009-06-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

R.I.P.

MONEY

March/May 2007 - 27 June 2009

this is money, when he was less than 1 yr old.

this is money sleeping..

this is money exploring around

this yr, around May

Money was sick, his stomach was very big. it looks like a tumour, but i didnt know what i could do. hai.

this photo doesnt really show how big his stomach was, compared to his head.

I miss money so much :(

Sorry for such an update.

I promise i will update soon.

2009-06-05T12:33:00.000-07:00

here's a bunch of overdued photos.. finally had the time to slack in front of my com cos lewis woke me up so early..

grp photo!
another grp photo..
me and mickey and xiao min.. the 2 little ones.
me and rayn a.k.a fuckers for life x)

me and hong yen a.k.a doggy
a bit messy, eunice took this. i think it was difficult for them to not move?
euncie and vonne

another pit with mel, nina lisa khairul, sam ++

alvin me xiao min
my dear class

that's all the photos i have for now. will get more and post.. next, i wanna thank all of u for ur presents =)

vanilla cigarettes from ming wen and joelle.
helmet from milly and eden
very ncie and cute card from yantin
balloon from hy
SP shirt from brian. x)
ang pow from danny and frens
card from some company
card from jason
i dont dare to unwrap this cos i scared i not sure how to wrap back, it's actually a me-2-u mug from yao.
bear from grace and tauhu
bear from lynnA
carebear from LKY
box and pencil box from jeffrey
lighter no. 1 from zi ying
lighter no. 2 and cig box from kelvin,bob,stanley,boon siong
lighter no. 3 from andy lewis wendy and ? ?
lighter no 4 from nina lisa and amir
newbie shirt from shan and cheng
slippers!! from yvonne euncie merilyn and ah ming
flesh imp shirt from vin and xiao min
ANIMAL wallet and ANIMAL card from rayn and mickey ( cos they ASSUME i'm kingkong)
nice card and delicious self-made biscuits from my dear munmun
sweets from ethan and gf.
and magic cards and a special card from many many ppl? if im not wrong (weihao,james,kuanghui,liting,joyceline,junjie,brian?)

and 5 boxes of this from edwin, jh, xiaoSexy, xuan and alvina.

and lastly, a carton of henieken =D from jH and ber. but finish liao, so no photos.

and thanks for the treat too =)

thanks so so so so much for all these stuff and also celebrating my bdae with me, love u guys. thanks a lot for such a memorable day!

and finally... my lunch for today !!! am so lazy to go down and buy food that, after much brain storming with eunice, i ordered pizza hut =D im gonna enjoy all the food with myself and maybe calvin, if he reaches b4 i finish them! muahahhahaha!

bye~

2009-05-14T22:44:00.000-07:00

Been so so so sick..

Hope everyone's feeling good and happy.

Will be back to blog once i get the photos of the bbq,

and when i get well.

Take care~

2009-05-04T23:25:00.000-07:00

Nature's Blessing

Last week has been very busy, so will the rest of this semester.

Made doughnuts last week, and gave to some ppl.. Let me show some photos of my very-nice grp members serious at work.

SAKinah and Crazy Little Lisa.

Ah Ming!

Yvonne. I dont know what she doing. Haha.

HOT and FRESH Doughnuts!

I did this ! =D

I think yvonne made this.

Some idiot dont appreciate right.. say hard like rock.. I TOLD U TO MICROWAVE IT BUT U INSISTED ON EATING IT ON THE SPOT! No more of my food for u! ASSHOLE! x)

Anyways, spent the weekends working and met a fren on saturday night. we had a really nice and 坦白talk. that's what i like most about you. your 坦白-ness.. =D though i found out things that i don't really wanna noe, but its ok, i'll do whatever i can bcos i know how you feel.

Today was a very very very RANDOM but fun day! During FI lab, some woman was giving a briefing, while...

Milly, Me, Billy sat down and took a photo ! HAHA.

FI lab with Ms Tan was really fun and relaxing, yet fruitful. Made some sweet sour sauce which tasted WEIRD! Gosh, i'm now gonna stay away from sweet sour foods.

School ended at 3pm. Some of us had a 豆花craving.. So, Brian, Kuang Hui, Wendy, Yvonne, Andy, Eunice, Lewis, Merilyn and I headed down to Geylang's 永和 ! ( we shd come geylang/kallang area more often. Isn't it a great place x) ) Anyways, after eating we went to Kallang Leisure Park to walk walk and slack slack.. Guess what we ended up doing ??? You'll never guess how random my poly-mates could get..

We walked past this 2nd-hand book thingy, and i bought a VERY COOL book! let me show you...

The cover page. It looks really childish but it REALLY isn't.

This is the inside of the book. I'm supposed to find the 8 items on the left hand side, in the crazily messy but cute picture. Isn't it cool ?? Almost everyone spent some time finding some stuff on this book.. If i'm being dumb, they are too ! SO ITS OK! =D

Anyways, here's the most random thing. We walked past 7-11 and they were selling kites... And some of us went crazy and started to want-to fly kite.. Moreover, Eunice and Yvonne came up with a picnic-plan and in the end, we carried out both..

We went to Cold Storage and got ourselves a lot of stuff.. Then, we headed to this little grass patch at Kallang area. Only Brian gave alot of effort in flying the kite.. He ran up and down trying very hard to fly it.. It only survived once.. The rest of us just lay under the moon, sang songs, some slept, scream-ed, shout-ed, laughed like crazy ppl and dance-ed. Bunch of really funny and crazy people. HAHA.

Slacked till 9 sth then headed to the bus stop. On the way there, all of us saw a 流星 and we all made a wish and were super high !!! It was our first time see-ing one.. And it was a little green.. Maybe it wasn't a liuu xing, but to us, it was !!!!! =)

Okay that's all for today's post. Will post more photos when i get them.

Take care people~

2009-04-26T01:00:00.000-07:00

No matter how badly something is hurting us,

Sometimes,

Letting it go hurts much much more.

2009-04-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

Baking Days Has Just Begun

Happy 18th Birthday Dearest Milly Goh Shu Hui!! and also Eunice's fren, Teri =D

Have been having crazy moood swings recently. But, I'm still alive.

Anyways, baking practicum is fun because i have very nice group members who help me and are great! First, let me introduce my crazy grp members.. (grabbed from yvonne's blog)

yvonne and ah ming.

SAKinah and ME !

in the 2 days (wed and thurs) of practicum, we learnt to make 2 kinds of bread, i can't really remember the names and all la, but anyway, let me show u all some photos of wat chef-cum-lawyer su has been learning and doing..

unsliced bread. *sth like gardenia de. just tt, it's done by US !

My '' pau'' and ahming/yvonne/SAKinah's nicely shaped bread. Doesn't it look like a person? HAHA.

after much effort and patience of Chef Gary, our breaddd..

I was having a hard time bcos i'm a LITTLE not-gentle and a LITTLE bad-tempered. I couldn't do it properly. But Chef and my group members were great, in teaching and supporting me. LOVE U CRAZY GALS!

And finally, a retarded pic of our bread and our MAN !

after all those sleepless nights, i know i'm not ready for it. things went too fast. i'm too rash.

but, i do still miss those break-times, and look forward to them. I hope it continues despite that incident.

2009-04-21T22:24:00.000-07:00

One Night Alone

Tired. pissed. irritated.

Went out for a drink by myself last night. it's been really some time since i did that.

I didn't get myself really drunk though, just a little tipsy, good enough to walk myself back home. putting on that mask again. feeling so W-R-E-C-K-E-D. Took a walk to Kallang River. It was a weekday, so it was kinda deserted. I sat down and calm-ed my mind down and thought of everything around me. Relax-ed. Sometimes, it's really better to alone.

And also. I was thinking of this phrase : 没有期望就不会失望。For ppl with sucky chinese like me, it means, without hope, there wouldn't be disappointment. I thought about it in english, then used my phone dictionary to translate it.

I've been feeling so disappointed in myself. The way i do things, sometimes not thinking about other's feelings, and the way i face up to stuff. Be it problems, reality or whatever.

Been having so many emo posts recently. So sorry.

Anyways,

Happy 18th Birrrthday To My Dearest CHIA MIN!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-14T14:00:00.000-07:00

Life-less

Hi everybody.

Firstly..

Happy 18 th Birthday Wendy !!

(though u dont look in any way 18 x) )

It's been some time since i blogged.. Cos i haven't been having the blogging-mood.

Anyway, my life has been working, and meeting some friends after work for dinner, or to slack.

Thanks to (the regulars) : Calvin, Lewis, Danny, Yann, Alvin for coming down during my breaks or after work to look for me. And also Eunice, Wendy, Joshua, Wei Hao. Haha. I know u guys miss me alot. It's normal x)

On Sunday night, Eunice, Andy, Merilyn, and Lewis celebrated Ah Ming's birthday at Teo Heng. I could only join them at around 11 bcos i had to work. Despite all the efforts to get off early from work, I failed =( I haven't seen Ah Ming for a long time, and I'm sure she misses me (right ah ming?), so i went...

Andy told me that we were gonna eat Mac, then in my mind i was like : Am I going all the way to ECP for Mac? But, I still went anyways. In the end, i found out that they bluff-ed me !! They wanted to eat at a Hong Kong Cafe or sth.. But in the end, it's closing at 12, so.... WE REALLY ATE MAC ! hahaha. ( Lewis ate unhealthy food, instead of keeping to his soy-joy bar, look at Eunice's blog)

After Mac-ing, we went to the beach and sat down, and talked and talked and talked. Then, we walked Ah Ming home, which was quite near to ECP, and guess what? She wasn't really sure where her block was.

Me : Which one is your block ?

Ming : Ummmmmmmmmm, that one.

Me : Ohhh..

Ming : (As we walked closer to the block) No no no. That one.

BLur right ?? Haha!

After that, me and Lewis walked from ECP, to his house there.. Then i cabbed home. Slept immediaately, cos i waas DEAD TIRED.

That's all for today, I promise I'll post some photos on my next post !

2009-04-10T01:00:00.000-07:00

Just now, 1 and 2 quarrelled.

I was standing between them, I didn't know what to say.. I'm not very close with either of them, so i just said : 一人少说一句. Relax... Obviously, they went on and on.. I couldn't do much.. After they stopped, I accompanied 1 to the bus stop, while 2 met someone else.

1 said she is damn pissed and bla bla bla..

Then i said : 不要想那么多了。生气也没有用。Relax..

Then 1 said : 你的性格就是这个样子，叫我别想那么多，逃避问题。这样，问题哪里会解决？

I was lost for words. I just kept quiet..

I guess what she says is true, i just keep running away from my problems... I keep choosing to not think about my problems and just continue smiling and laughing my worries away.. So, my problems always remain unsolved, and sometimes, it gets worst. And another fucked up thing about me is that I know i should or should not be doing certain stuff, i clearly know it, but i still... Hai.. Who am i to console and give advice?

Sorry for the emo post.

Take care.

2009-04-01T23:20:00.000-07:00

A WHILE AGO!!!!! I got fooled by LEWIS! NA BEI!

朕 says:

i got rammed by a bike sia..

den my leg bleed

gt a deep cut

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

huh

where

朕 says:

my hse there lo..

jus now i go resevoir

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

bike as in bicycle or motor

朕 says:

motor bicycle

pain sia..

i go see doc den now i cant walk properly for 1 mth

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

the person got say sorry?

朕 says:

yeah

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

den just go off ?

朕 says:

i say nvm ma..

come see me leh

come ar..

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

after my work la

朕 says:

when??

now ar..

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

tmr la

朕 says:

really must come ar..

dun bluff me hor

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

ya la

朕 says:

nearly can see my bone sia!!

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

eee... dont describe

wait i dont dare come see

朕 says:

LOL

haha

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!!!!

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

CHAO CHHEEE BYE

I was feeling so dumb, so i decided to fool some other people..

Victim 1: Chin Ming

While I was trying to fool her, she was reading my blog about lewis fooling me, so she wasn't fooled.

Victim 2: Joelle

(When I told ah ming i was gonna fool joelle, she said : sure success one.)

billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:

yeah in the day till 3

wanna meet ah?

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

come visit me leh

i cannot work le

now everyday sit at home do nth

billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:

how come cannot work?

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

leg injured.. very jialat

cant work properly

walk

billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:

oh my gg

how come like that

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

fall down

fracture my right leg..

billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:

HUH SO JIALAT

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

damn sian sia, everyday at home

wanna bend down pick things also like hell

dono can go school not sia

billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:

huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh my god oh my god oh my god

what can i do?

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

come pei me talk talk ?

billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:

ermmmmm

its not a april fool prank reight?

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

HAHAHAA

it is la

billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:

wahlauuuuu

CEK ARGH

I REALLY WANNA GO YOUR HSE EH

billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:

THEN I ASK MILLY THENSHE REMIND ME ITS APR FOOL

KNN

FIRST TIME KANA FOOLED SIAH

Victim 3,4,5 : Chris, Dan, Xiao Ling

ALL FOOLED

HAHAHA. It feels gd to fool people. Really. But it's super asshole.

2009-04-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

April's Fool

I'm sure everyone knows today is April Fools Day.. Early in the morning, i got FOOLED during my sleep..

Jason: Su, where're u?

Su: Sleeping la! What thing... (Pissed)

Jason: Come and help Janice! Got people want beat her! Quick!

Me: (Suddenly eyes open big big, thrown out of bed) HUH?! WHERE?! WHAT HAPPEN?! WHO WANT BEAT HER?

Jason: Geylang! Faster come can?

Me: (Fcking worried) Which part?!?!??!Geyalng so damn big!!! I out of bed already, I go change then come le.

LAUGHTERS IN THE BACKGROUND

Jason: APRILS FOOL!

Me: FUCK YOU ALL LA!

At work, everyone fooled each other with many nonsense, mostly, those who were sleepy were fooled like shit.. Hahaha..

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyy, enough about the FOOLED part..

It's been long since I spoke to Merilyn, so i kinda irritated her.. SEE! SHE MISS ME SO MUCH =)

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

u wan see me right

mer says:

yes

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

HAHHAAHAHAHA

miss me right?

mer says:

hahahaha

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

yes right ????

mer says:

ya la

^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:

haha im gonna copy paste on my blog !! LOL

Have been working working and working..

Always see alvin and meet him for smoke breaks.. been so long since we caught up with each other, now, we see each other almost everyday! =)

Anyways, on sunday night, lewis, eunice, wendy, joshua, andy came to find me and we had dinner together after my work, then went to slack at suntec..

Monday - 30 Mar

Met Lewis at Parkway Parade and walked around while waiting for Joshua and Wendy.. And we bought Kinder Surprise!! It's been a long time since i ate that and so we bought it!!!

KINDER JOY!!!
Our surprises!!!!!! HAHA.

The cute rhino is mine, while the koala jigsaw is lewis's.

Joshua came. Then, we had dinner while waiting for wendy to finish work then went to Teo Heng KTV.. It was just the 4 of us, but we were all crazy.. Hahaha..

Sang till about 11 den went home..

Have been feeling so tired lately but at least at work, I have less time to think of things that spoil my mood so I've been in a good mood recently =) So, dont worry ok Danny and Mr. JH.. Go for a drink soon ya?

That's all.. Will be back to blog soon? Take care !

2009-03-26T23:50:00.000-07:00

Miss the Old Times

Here for a mini post.. was online for a while but will be going to slp early cos i'm tired, have been working, so didnt blog so often..

Anyways, work's quite fun.. and, i've got a new name.. 2 aunties working there gave to me de.. Hahaha.. they asked me for my name, i said ''just call me su, easier.''

Then, they went on to say: su(輸) means lose. not nice! we call u ''win - 赢'' cos it sounds nicer..

So, for now, they keep calling me su hui ying (苏会赢) or ying or win.

Anyways, wanted to tell u guys about the cute nicknames people at my workplace have...

垃圾 (raj)

小马哥( greg, a crazy phillipine manager, born in the year of horse)

小龙弟 (shiva, another crazy indian manager)

小燕子, Jenifer ( hai yan, crazy crew, always keepping me entertained. She doesnt have a english name, so they gave her one.)

ah soh ( cute little aunty)

I've been working so much, legs damn tired, but my mind is alright, because of the crazy ppl at work.. though there's some kinda age gap, i dont know why they just manage to make me smile, and not think about other stuff?

It also reminds me of the times at Eastpoint. Working there was even more fun, with all the fun people - Yu Yi, Hui Shan, Hui Ling, Ryoma, Andrew, Vanessa, Val, Nadia, Muna, Ivan, Mark, Grace, Derek, Lynna, Wei Cheng, Kuo Yi, Peck Cheng, Bryan, Sharifah and many more!! MISS THEM SUPER MUCH..

Ok, i'm gonna rest nw.. Take care =) Will blog again when i can.

2009-03-22T17:00:00.000-07:00

Food. FoOD. FOOD.

Hello. Morning!! Just woke up a while ago.. WAA very tired..

Anyway, i still haven't gotten the photos from Eunice yet, so i'll blog about the bbq another time..

Let me tell u all about yesterday ? Met Lewis, Kuang Hui and Joshua for dinner at Old Airport Road. This is the second time this week that i've gona there.. Haha. Once again, i couldn't decide what to eat.. These are some of the food we ate.. The photos kinda suck cos the seats we were at were damn dark, and my phone's camera sucks too.. So, sorry x)

SATAY!! (one day after the bbq, and we're still not sick of satays? HAHA)

Lewis's Century Egg Porridge.

Scallop and Prawn Chee Cheong Fun

Chicken Wings!!

Oyster + Prawn Omelette

After the meal, we walked to Macdonalds at Kallang for Black Forest McFlurry, and also to slack for a wild. Reach mac, me and lewis were both too lazy to walk to the counter to buy, so we played Mario Kart and the loser had to go and buy.. Initially, we said play 1 round, loser go buy. In the end, we played a total of 8-9 rounds before he finally gave up and went to buy.

We slacked till around 11 plus, then walked to geylang, so they could take straight bus home, and at the same time, accompany me walk closer to my house.. hahaha. Along the way, we taught Kuang Hui about prostitutes - the race, the service, the experience, the price and even the higher class. Haha.

By the way, Kuang Hui is the guy who looks like this character. ^^^ (Dan, u were referring to this right? Lol.)

I did one damn cute personality quiz today! dont peep at my answers, just go and do!!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test8.aspx

Here is the analysis:

Your own personality is loyal.
Your partner's personality is sexy.
Your enemy's personality is sick.
What you think about sex is hot.
What you think about your own life is wavy.

Okay, that's all for now. Take care people.

To my sad friends out there, cheer up no matter what it is because everything can be solved if u BELIEVE!! This is SO cliche but nvm. Cheer up!! Take some time to relax and think! Anything happen, I'm always here to help and listen! Love You All.

2009-03-21T18:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, went for the bbq with my class. though it's about 13 of us, i think it was quite fun ? =)

Will blog about it once i get the photos...

Today, i stayed at home the whole day, thinking of friendships.. I think i'm undergoing the phase in life where some people leave my side, while others come into my life? Can i call this renewal ?

Anyways, i spent the whole afternoon on the phone with lewis, doing many quizzes and personality tests on facebook and some other webs.. I know it sounds stupid, haha but, nth to do ma...

This are a few of the results i got:

How Much You Value Friendship ?

You value your friendships: 80%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make you end up being used, and hurt in the end. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Another quiz on Your Hidden Talent

The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help

Another quiz on My Future

Here is the analysis:

Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.
The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around

This quiz is Really cool. It requires you to draw.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test48.aspx

Here is the analysis:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.

You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt.You don't think much about yourself.

The Eating Test

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test43.aspx

Here is the analysis:

You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.

Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.

You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.

The Five-Question Personality Test

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test36.aspx

Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
Success or failure, that's no big deal. You don't care. That's your attitudes towards success.
You think that if you like what you are and have, then no matter what, you will always be happy.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic

OK! I think i've done lots of quizzes.. I dont know what to say in this post, so i post all these. LOL. sorry if it bores u all. But, do try some of the quizzes, quite fun. =)

That's all.

2009-03-20T12:45:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I'm up damn early after receiving mer's sms. So sad. But nvm. Cheer up mer~!

And.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERILYN!!!!!

most imptly, happy 20TH!!!

you're so gonna scold me when u see this x)

Anyways, i'm here to blog about yesterday.

Yesterday, met cheng cheng to play bball! Played for a while, but my body was aching. So about 1 hour then stop playing le.. Then, she suddenly thought of going old airport road and eat.. It's been years since i ate there.. So, we walked her dog for a while. Not exactly walked it la.. It's more like the dog was pulling me to walk with it.. I practically needed to run with it as i held the leash..

After that, we went home to get our bicycles then ZOOMED to old airport road cos i was STARVING. Reached there, there was SO MANY different kinds of food there, and all loooked good.. I reallly couldn't make up my mind so i just tried the western.. the name of the stall is called " HOLY GRILL'' hahaha, retarded name. Anyways, the ordering method was kinda cute. Need to write ur order on the paper, then write ur hp number and table number... First time i see this in a hawker centre.. Anyways, cheng ate blck pepper chicken rice.. Her food arrived first, so i asked her to eat first cos she was starving too..

then 15 mins later, she was done with her food.. BUT mine haven't arrived.. So i took photos of her AFTER she finished her food!!!

Then, obviously, i continued waiting.. FINALLY it arrived..

My Grilled Fish with Baked Potato and House Salad.
Me - More than ready to eat!!!!!

After dinner, we cycled around and went to see her sick friend.. Slacked and talked till about 10? Then cycled home..

THATS ALL!!!

Later will be going for bbq... And guess what!!!! My house now NO WATER!! WALAO!!!

Irritating.. Want to bathe must go Grandma house.. Wanna shit at home also can't. WHAT SIA! Irritating. From here, you can see the importance of water in our lives.

Ok. Take care everybody~~~~!

2009-03-18T20:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

Just woke up from a short sleep.. Last night, was working from 10pm to this morning 7am, with kuang hui, james and milly at Giant, doing stocktaking.. Work halfway, we were given a break.. I was bored, so i took photos of them..

We were sitting at a carpark, so lor-kok.. but we didn't have any choice actually. We were given nasi lemak and can drinks. Only Kuang Hui ate, while Milly, James and me slacked away.. Then, went back to work.. There was one of our in-charge, this guy whose hair was cenntre parting.. WAAAA he SI BEI GUAI LAN. Before he kp-ed me, me and milly already felt like smacking him..I was quietly counting the stock, and there was SO much to count in my area, i was counting cat food, dog food, those home perfumes.. Count until wanna explode. Then, he walk past, keep staring, then we had this ''little'' conver.

BASTARD : u stil here huh ?

ME : Yes, why? Got wrong ?

BASTARD : take so long to count all these few stuff?

ME : YOU SO SMART, COME AND COUNT LA!

NA BEI! i was SO pissed. i count until gonna angry le, the shelve SO messy, still come and guai lan. Last week, I was working at Vivo, the people there were A MILLION TIMES nicer. This week, these idiots at Sembawang Shopping Centre, think we all their dogs? HELOO, we not so easy bully one hor!

Anyways, through the night, Mily was crazy, saying stupid stuff and doing stupid things, mainly going against Kuang Hui. And, Milly and another one of our in-charge, kept scolding each other jokingly, super vulgar.. tsk tsk tsk..

Then, at 7, we were all preparing to leave, acting as if we were doing something, but one of the boss, dont want let us go sia. WTF. After some time, we got pissed, we just sat down, and waited for them to let us go.. NB. 7.45 then let us go, WALAO! still never add oour pay.. IDIOTS.

Anyways, here comes the happiest part of doing this job. We went to have BREAKFAST!! at KFC! =) woohooo.. damn nice.. Photoossss..

look at Kuang Hui's face.. Like a Priest, praying for the food. While James looks so happy.
Kuang Hui's A.M. platter meal..

Honey Biscuit. It's like a scone from PPopeyes, except that it's a little sweeter. As the KFC staff had said to milly and me : It looks like a rock, but its soft and fluffy inside. But, it's not say very nice ? with butter, it;s a little nicer.

We laughed alot during breakfst. HAHA. Milly kept making fun of Kuang Hui and many stuff, i dont know how to explain also.

Anyways, after breakfast, we went home.. Reached home around 10 plus, then went online for a while then slept till now..

Oh. This photo is from weeks ago, at Joelle's brother's chalet.

This is a photo of Lewis and my shadow.. Haha. Look like we kissing ? LOL. I forgot what we were doing at that time, then Andy realised that our shadow looked like we were kissing, so we posed for a photo. Haha, but we weren't kissing la OBVIOUSLY.

Ok, that's all. Take care everyone.

2009-03-15T16:00:00.000-07:00

Moments of Joy, Laughter. Makes me Smile.

hello ~ ~ ! i've gotten the photos already, so i'm here to blog about tuesday and thursday..

firstly,

HAPPY 18th DEAR HONG YEN !!

Tuesday - 10 March

Had to work at Giant at 9.30pm with lewis, andy and kuang hui..

in the afternoon, i thought of going to get my typhoid jab cos maybe wanna go back and do F&B..

I am SUPER scared of injections.. eunice and lewis agreed to accompany me go.. in the end, eunice pei-ed me take injection.. damn nice sia.. haha then, we psycho-ed lewis to take also.. in the end, the 3 of us took..

Before the jab, i was a little quiet, cos scared ma.. but after the jab.. i talked and talked and act damn brave, everything not scared!! hahaha !

Anyways, after that, eunice pei-ed me and lewis to go meet andy at vivo, to wait for work.. had dinner at carls junior..

LOOK AT LEWIS'S HAIR! HAHA. TIONG KOK ! (click on the photo and enlarge, look at the top left one)

Then, we saw this kids rides.. dono y we so high.. we just go take and try try lor, never sit b4 ma.. hahaha.. at first, only me and eunice took the rides... then mine spoilt.. den left her playing.. in the end we took photos, den asked lewis to go and sit, while we ran away.. HAHA.

Then we went up to the roof garden and slacked and talked, while eunice took photos.. i gotta say her photos are nice.. these are some photos that she took...

look at andy's FF. HAHA. (click and enlarge)

and a photo of me ! =) sometimes, it's the person that's in the photo, which makes the photo a nice one x) jk jk.

anyways, after that kuang hui came.. we continued slackin till 9 plus, den accompanied eunice to mrt, den went for work.. it was a stocktaking job.. kinda tiring.. but quite fun ?

work ended at 7am, we got our pay! and me, kuang hui and lewis went to bugis LJS (long john silver! dont think of other thing hor andy, milly, billy and lewis! ) for a much-awaited breakfast.. i was too hungry, if not i would take photos for u all to see and SALIVATE!

after breakfast, went home to sleep...

Thursday - 12 March

went to pulau ubin with 10 other ppl. met for lunch at TM swensens then went to changi ferry terminal.. on the ferry..

left side front to back : joelle, shu fang(milly's fren), wendy, wei hao, kuang hui, ethan

right side front to back: eunice, ME, milly, lewis, joshua
at the entrance..

then, we walked to the bicycle area.. got our bicycles and cycled to some place, then we had to stop and walk.. we had a water and wang-wang break too..

we came to this little house.. took phoootoooo

then we continued walking to this place.. den went up like 4 stories high.. the view was quite nice.. while going up.. perverted eunice took a photo of mmy ass.. that sick girl.. x)
at the top- joelle - getting mentos from my bag..
the view..
then it rained like crap.. (me and eunice and our 臭嘴 ! we all were wet!!! GRRR.. we chiong-ed back to a little hut, wet. then after the BLOODY rain went away, we cycled to SECRETTT GARDENN..

among the photos which eunice sent, i noticed, a disappearing act..

i had refused to let eunice take a photo of the entrance of the SECCREETT GGARRDDENN, look what it came to...

actually the garden wasn't very secretive.. it was just herbs and spices inseide.. but the rain has made it plants soo unappealingg, so we didnt look much, den left le..

everyone was wet(as in their clothes) and tired, so we left after taking a photo at the exit..

tell u all a secret.. actually, the exit and the entrance is at the same place.. just that they're on 2 different side.. scroll up and look at the photo at the entrance and look at this photo ^^ hahha.. the difference is in the faces.. we were all SMELLY, WET and SHAG!

on the way back... walking to the ferry..

weihao helpin wendy apply medicine because she fell down..
in the ferry, cam-whoring..
The HANDSOME uncle on the ferry with us.. THANKS FOR TAKING US BACK!!

We then went to changi village for dinner..

Haha look at milly CHUA-TIO face... HAHA

anyways, after dinner we all went home, stinking the whole bus up.. x)

Had a real great time with them..

2009-03-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

Nothing. Nothing to My Name.

been emo-ing all day at home..

changed my blogskin..

feel so broke..

it feels that i have nothing..

the sian feeling comes again..

having weird thoughts..

regretting..

i dont like this feeling..

i almost stopped yesterday...

please help me make this right..

to go on or not to?

what can i do?

i sound like a fucking emo.

but i'm really feeling this way,

crying out for some fucking help?

tonight will be the night? tomorrow? the following day?

soon.

2009-03-12T23:30:00.000-07:00

Days of the Life-less me

hello ppl.. havent been having any mood to blog.. anyway, i'll post some photos i took over the first few days.. but wont elaborate too much? cos i really very shag.. this was supposed to be an emo post, but i dont want an emo blog, so i'll make it a little livelier with photos?

on sunday, went to meet kuang hui and wendy at liang court with lewis.. we ate hokkaido ice cream, which made wendy so high.. she has a thing with ice cream.. she gets SUPER high.. then we went to this fruit store at the central's basement.. i had a banana-craving and me and lewis got a banana each, and ate it at central's entrance..

yesterday - 11 Mar

went meet wendy and lewis.. had dinner at eastpoint..

then as usual, we had a dumb idea..

we decided to buy a tub of ice cream and then pei wendy walk home, she stay at tampines mart.. while buying the ice cream, we kinda couldnt decide on a flavour, so we got the neopolitan ? i dono how to spell.. anyways, it's a mix.

after buying the tub of ice ccream, we realised that we didnt have spoons.. so we carried out a steal-spoon plan.. i went to jolibean to buy a drink, then while the aunty was preparing the drink, we took 3 spoons!!! then we walked wendy home..

this is a picture of the tub of ice cream, after we gorged ourselves.. with our spoons! =)

strawberry - lewis

vanilla - wendy

chocolate - ME
after walking wendy home, me and lewis walked from t-mart, to tampines mall.. we were bored.. so we just walked and walked and chatted away.. then took 21 home..

on tuesday, went out with lewis eunice and andy and kuang hui,

today, went to pulau ubin with classmates.. will blog about it tmr or sth..

i dont feel like bloggin le.. take care everyone..

2009-03-07T01:16:00.000-08:00

Fun-Wet-Crazy-Coincidence-Week

i'm finally back to blog~~

FYI dan, i didnt MIA la... was at a chalet.. haha i noe u miss me~ it's damn normal x)

anyways, i just got back home... super tired though i slept so much.. i had a chalet from 3rd till 5th.

on thursday morning, i got home at around 11am, and slept till like 10 pm ? den i slacked at home den went out till abt 2am, den went home and slept till this afternoon 1pm.. gosh i feel like a damn asshole.. didnt go work, just played the whole week =) but it's worth it man!!! let me telll u wth i've been doing HAHAHA!!!~~

3rd Mar - Tuesday

met munmun in the afternoon, FINALLY. it feels like i havent seen her for damn long sia.. by right, we were going to town, but i went to town on sunday and monday, so i din really feel like going there again, lucky we decided to go AMK hub.. went to catch marley and me.. it wasn't bad la, just ok, watch-able ? after tat, we went to bedok reservoir, i brought her to a place which i found with lewis, when we were carrying out our jian-fei plan.. we slacked there and watch a grp of guys play remote-controlled motor boat.. hahah practically everyone slacking there were looking at the boat..

after tt, went to meet frens to talk about some nonsense, then went to the chalet!!!!! woohooo ~ i went with merilyn.. her dad sent us there.. though i've gone to the chalet at tanah merah b4, i dono y i led her to the golf course instead of the chalet. hahha SORRY!!! anyways, we MADE it to the chalet.. *appplause pls thank u*

CHALET
bbq-ed a little, but was feeling kinda tired and lazy so didnt realli bbq much..

milly ME joelle

my fren says tt i look like a mother to them ? WAT THE !

then, it was time to celebrate the birthdays of our dear classmates...

JAMES AND EUNICE~~ HAPPY 18th!!!!!!!

their cakes were a little obscene, lol.. me, being a decent and gentle person, shall not post the zoom-in pics, cos it's obvious enough x)

after trying so hard to blow the relighting candles, they cut-ted their cakes and then we had a little phototaking session as a class, eunice's secondary sch frens, and a whole-grp photo..

eunice's hiong friends~!

my class~ !

her friends came up with the idea to throw her into the pool, haha EVIL, but i like!!! hahah!!!
me and eunice's a few friends carried eunice, while andy, ethan and some guys carried james, to the pool, which seemed so near yet so far.. haha the pool was closed as it was 12 plus ler, one of her friend went to pull off the chain ( damn ''sat'' sia, u shd hv seen ) then we threw her in ~~~ !!!

knowing tt there will be a throw-every1-into-the-pool session, i purposely wore jeans, and refused to change to my shorts when we were going to the playground, cos i tot it was a valid reason to not get thrown in, cos jeans take forever to dry...
who knew~~~ i still got dragged in... anyway, i had my revenge!! whoever threw me down, were thrown down too!!!!!

almost everyone was thrown down.. eunice's frens were damn sporting hahhaa.. if im not wrong, almost all went down ? i was too busy taking revenge on those who threw me down.. hahaha!

then when the guard came and screamed, obviously, we RAN FOR OUR LIVEES !!!!! (ok abit kua zang) we went back and took turns to take a bath.. while waiting for our turns.. we did some dumb stuff, will post the photos when i get them!

traditional indianS.

there was also a little cake fight.. funny thing is.. actually, me and andy planned the ''attack'' on eunice and james.. but in the end, we both had cakes over each other's faces..our masterpiece...

after bathing, slacked and rest for some time..then started playing ''Ring of Fire'' with kensho, jj, kh, wei hao and jeremy(joined us for awile) and i got drunk =( sorry for being such a fucking druunk bitch ppl! then fell asleep till afternoon..

4th Mar - Wednesday

after waking up.. it was WEDNESDAY!! was stil feeling guilty for being a drunk bitch, so i just laze-d around... then at night, i did some bbq-ing.. and got ppl praise my bbq-ing, i damn proud of myself.. this is evidence from eunice's fren's blog!!!!!

"BBQ was fine, just that zicharboy's satay CMI. Sue's satay best!"

muahahha~!!! lewis and andy kept saying it's cos i'm an indian and stuff.. and also even included my FAIR SKIN as being a radiator of heat.. assholes.. but nvm!! they're just jealous of my FAIR SKIN and SATAY SKILLS>>!!! RIGHT?? (yes of cos)

after bbq-ing, there was a supposed-to-be-water-bomb-fight.. which ended up with everyone grabbing ANYTHING which can hold water, to splash at each other.. gosh, i gotta say, my classmates and eunice's frens are DAMN HIONG!

then we started lining up to bathe again.. waaa super long.. we sat at our ''fireplace'' (which is the bbq pit) to keep ourselves warm while waiting.. after bathing, almost everyone went to slp.. while some of the ppl played mahjong, some watch tv and movies.. while some played DS.. i did a little of everything.. didnt sleep the whole night.. (which explains why i slept so much after the chalet, SO STOP CALLING ME A PIG)

5th Mar - Thursday

on thurday morning, went HOME!!! to the bed that have been missing me...

this afternoon, met up with lewis and andy to buy preseent for joelle's bro's bdae, as we were going for the chalet.. went to suntec.. saw rachel, saw david..

anyway, this week is coincidence week !! cos realli quite a few coincidences?

1. saw jason at amk, which is sooooo unexpected cos he hates amk

2. while i was having chalet at tanah merah, jeremy and CJ, who knows ethan, who is my classmate, was also having their empire chalet

3. also, hakeem, kevon and michelle, were at a chalet, opposite ours, celebrating a friend's birthday

4. found out tt eunice's fren is my fren's fren through eunice's fren's blog

5. today, saw rachel at suntec and david and gary at citylink

so far, i can rmbr this.. LOL, i dono y but i never tot i'd see these ppl, at these places, but I DID!!!

okkk i'm damn tired.. it;s like 2.30 am now.. i spent an hour blogging W.T.F.

i'll post more photos when i get them!!!!! take care ppl!!!!

2009-02-28T21:55:00.000-08:00

Roulette.

spent the whole day resting and

thinking bout the words we said to each other.

my head hurts like FUCK.

we just keep hurting each other more and more,

with our words of anger.

i've thrown in the towel.

i've had enough of those tears.

it's my fault for neglecting.

it's my fault for hurting you with those words.

it's my fault for trying to change myself.

everything's MY FUCKING FAULT.

2009-02-26T18:30:00.000-08:00

firstly,

Happy 15th Birthday HAZEL LEE PEI SHI!!!!

sister,u got ur ic le! u can finally borrow dvd from white sands!

just woke up a while ago, am here to blog about the previous few days...

Thursday - 19 Feb

after FCS test, we went to STUDY!!!!!! stresed up, we cam whored for a while.

wei hao and wendy

andy

me and milly
Friday - 20th Feb 2009
i met merilyn, eunice, andy and lewis to study at kallang leisure park, before YOGA's concert.. lewis had free tix so we all went, though i only knew 5 of his songs. x)
after that we went to geylang for dinner.. they all ate frog porrdige, which i terribly hate, so i had my favorite hokkien mee, as usual.

while waiting for the concert to begin....

eunice and her friend paid $123 for the tickets, so of cos, she got better tix.
SPOT EUNICE and her friend.

then, the concert began~~!
use a phone camera.. the pictures turned out like this... sorrry!

after the concert, they all cabbed home while i walked. merilyn and lewis sent me back before cabbing.

besides studying on thursday, i met eunice, mer, milly, andy, lewis, joelle and ah ming on the rest of the days till tuesday to study..

it had been stressful but fruitful =)

now, the exams are over, it's holiday time!!!!!! =)

2009-02-25T23:58:00.000-08:00

How did it come to this

Today was my last paper. It ended at 1130, i was so happy.. And was also excited to go to the chalet that i couldnt go for the first few days, cos i had to study for my exams..

But.. when it was over, u called. Everything started off cool, until i told u i needed to buy something b4 coming. That was when all the shit happened. You started saying stuff that made me so pissed.. What's more, even after i admitted that i wanted to get a present for u, u still fucking WENT ON AND ON! u knew i hated this kinda things.. u definitely knew.. you even spoke about the previous few days, which i have been studying and studying.. yes, i was with them, but we were studying. i have EXAMS man.

Remember danny's birthday ? i couldnt turn up, and u started saying those stuff (which u noe i hate to hear) and i have already explained to u that i had some school stuff to attend to, and u also knew the other reason why i didnt feel like going... I thought and prayed that that was the last time we'd quarrel over this kinda things. But i guess god's playing tricks on me again ?

And, the message u sent me this afternoon. Are those words of anger ? Or are they ur true feeling? Cos it hit me FUCKING HARD. That last line. Am i such a fucker in ur eyes ?

Today is your birthday. I promised that i will bake a cake on our birthdays cos i'm in baking course. Got jing wei to pass it to you, but what are u doing with it ? If u think i dont give a shit about u, throw the fucking cake away.

All i've gotta say is that i treasure our friendship. Me, You and Everyone else.

Happy Birthday.

2009-02-16T23:59:00.000-08:00

busy busy busy!!!

been a week since i blogged.. have been busy with the damn prject deadlines, studying, tests and also, going out.. haha.. anyways, here is where i've been, and what i've been doing...

saturday - 14 Feb Valentine's Day!!

HAPPY 22nd Birthday Wei Hao !!

it's wei hao's birthday !!!! went to surprise him with jun jie, kuang hui, wendy, andy, lewis, yvonne and eunice.. i guess he was really surprised.. our plan almost failed, i donno how to explain cos its a long story.. but anyways, went to eat zi char at hougang green.. it was not bad..

after that... this is the embarassing part... all of us went to a playground nearby.. and ended up.....

playing blind mice, ice and water, dog and bone... out of a few years experience for blind mice, i've never experienced 2 players falling down and injuring themselves within 10 mins.. moreover, it's not the catcher, the runners are the ones that fell.. i shall not say who..

den went home around 11 plus..

sunday - 15 Feb

in the morning, went to play bball with old friends.. and here's the sad part that made me emo for the past few days.. i heard tt one of my old friends have kidney failure, and i havent seen her for so long.. i've been thinking for these days - how can i help her ? sigh.. i know nth about this kinda stuff.. she's only 20, its damn sad..

ok, anyways, after that, went to school to study for POD exam with lewis, andy, eunice and wendy, till like 10 plus..

monday - 16 Feb

went to school for lessons and POD exam..
after that.. it was the biggest outing j2 had.. haha.. 18 of us: milly, billy, eunice, wendy, yvonne, ah ming, merilyn, fang ru, joyceline, liting, kuang hui, wei hao, brian, james, junjie, lewis and andy..
went to a japanese buffet at clarke quay.. then went to dohby ghaut for BENJAMIN BUTTONS.. fang ru and joelle didnt come for the movie =( the movie was 3 hours long.. WA.. i slept abit cos i was very tired... until i saw... BRAD PITT, he is BLOODDY HOT in the movie.. hahahha.
after the movie, went to park lane for 豆花 den after that went home....

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have been feeling so tired these days.. but dono why, my dear classmates can really make me so awake with all their nonsense.. moments with j2 is really happy.. i dono y, maybe cos all of us nonsense together - bullying kuang hui, creating anti XX clans, insulting each other etc.
i'll post the photos when i get them.. Take care ppl!

2009-02-10T21:54:00.000-08:00

Masked.

today.. did my pod project (half), den went to work.. after work.. met lewis.. actually planned to go back together.. in the end, we saw brian, ended up eating with him.. den after brian left, me and lewis walked from school to bedok reservoir there the sheng shiong.. and we bought a tub of.........

low fat yoghurt!!!!!
lewis loves yoghurt too.. haha... and we ate..... ALL. x)

then, we went home..

wanted to thank all those darlings who have been by my side these days to listen to my shit and all.. thank u so much.. LOVE YOU !

all those words u've said, they mean sth to me. even if its out of anger, or to protect anyone, u've proved alot to me.

when u need sth, u'd call me, after tt, ud shuff ur ass at my face.

i cant go on like tt.

2009-02-09T22:49:00.000-08:00

Crazy.

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won’t stop till they’ve reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn’t make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy

Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren’t how they used to be
There’s no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it’s World War 3
No one cares, no one’s there
I guess we’re all just too damn busy
And money’s our first priority
It doesn’t make sense to me

who's the one that i can tell all my shit to ?
i feel like shit. nonsense. life-less.

2009-02-08T16:15:00.000-08:00

MUGGING FOR EXAM

am currently in school.. STUDYING on a sunday afternoon.. i am DAMN GUAI!!! am with merilyn, eunice and andy.. cos tmr got Financial Accounting Exam... SIAN! now is rest time, so i'm here to blog!!!!!!

yesterday - 7th Feb

me and ber decided to cook!!!! wahahhahah.. crazy guy...

烧肉 and 叉烧 in black sauce...
baked beans with cabbage and carrots...
char siew fried rice!!
i did the cooking while ber did the plating..... not bad... 3/5 ?

then he decided to 假厉害 by cooking his eggs...

and, this is my hamsters this morning.. the cage is so big.. but they squeeeze together and sleep... retarded right, so unlike me...

anyways, im going back to study.. !!!! jia you su!!!!

2009-02-06T23:59:00.000-08:00

Apologies and Happy 20th Birthday to Danny!!!

danny, sorry man.. had stuff to do today.. and is not i dowan reply u.. is i don't noe how to say.. sorry...

today, school was quite boring.. after school, i brought merilyn, ah ming, eunice and yvonne to Bugis Sakae Sushi to do their POD project.. their topic was japanese cuisine and i worked at that outlet b4, so brought them there so easier to ask the staff for favours.. andy, lewis, wendy and joelle came along.. things for their project turned out quite well i guess? they were so stressed when plating.. poor thing...

anyways after going there, and seeing all the staffs - mei lan, ah yen, karen and some other aunties and uncles... suddenly felt like going back there to work.. miss them so so soooo much...

once again, sorry danny!!! we go out after my exams ok ? take care and enjoy ur day !!!

and also, sorry mun mun =( i've been such an asshole recently.. feel so guilty... =(

2009-02-04T22:10:00.000-08:00

A Better Day.

morning, went to school super early, to practise for jap role play test... the role play turned out quite well, managed to keep the class entertained.. then we had lessons as usual.. after all the sian-ed lessons, me, andy, milly and brian went to take bus together.. on bus 8, brian started talking about sumo house and he said he felt like eating it.. then andy didnt let him alight, but we merely wanted him to alight at ethan's stop with us, then let him go home.. but as we were alighting, brian said : " nvm.. 25 come first den i go with u all to amk. if 15 come first, i go home " haha, in the end, 25 realli came first, and he came with us... HAHA.

look at brian's SIAN face..

while the others laugh at him x) cek arh... tsk tsk tsk..

we went to eat at sumo house then played arcade.. after playing arcade, my mood tends to improve de.. haha..

after tt, brian and milly accompanied me and andy to the hair salon for a haircut.. my head, as well as my heart feels lighter now =)

i hope i can forget/not think about tt thing le.. cos its kinda affecting my mood and treatment to ppl.. su, JIA YOU!!!!!

and, i have been having toothache cos of my wisdom tooth.. its bloody painful i swear.. some ppl (i wont say names) even laugh at me on their blog cos of my toothache.. cek arh right..

2009-02-03T20:43:00.000-08:00

Mistakes ? Regrets ? Trust ? Fear ? Insecurities ?

today wasn't a good day.. last night, i asked a fren a question that i totally regretted asking about.. and it made me feel like crap for about a day.. the incident happened months ago, but i suddenly thought of it and was curious, so i opened my damn mouth..
the answer realli stun the fuck out of me.. never could i imagine those words... from..
but like what ppl hve been telling me.. those words came out from them probably due to my open-ness, rash-ness and naive-ness..
however i still feel sorry for dan. i shouldn't hv involved u then.
after much thought, i kinda 想通le.. like what all my darlings told me,the incident happened months ago, so i shdn't bother about it anymore..moreover, things are different now! right?
though i still cant get it out of my mind, cos its quite a heavy hit, i will get it out asap..

also, i've been feeling so tired and irritated by things and ppl around me.. its always like this : when one problem comes, many will follow. and it seriously makes me feel so uptight and bound.

i guess i just need more sleep and less thinking to get myself back on track..

"When one door closes another opens. But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us. "

someone asked me to see this quote some time ago.. and i suddenly thought about it.. i wanna encourage my dear friends/readers to NOT live in the shadows of our mistakes/regrets whatsoever, cos opportunities for everything are always there..(regardless of whatever situation we are in) like milly always says, be sad but not for too long! Also, happiness does not depend on outward things, it depends on the way we see things! always look on the bright side, my friends!

2009-02-02T10:00:00.000-08:00

when i woke up today, i happened to see my baby hamsters slleping like tt, so i snapped a photo.. he looks so cute..

friday - 30 Jan

there wasn't lab, so after school, went to lewis house as yvonne, eunice and ah ming wanted to practise for the FCS pract exam.. andy, milly and i tagged along to see see.. i was starving as i waited for them to cook and just nice, ah ming cooked finish.. and she gave it to me.. plated by yvonne... Seafood Risotto, it tasted great =)

this is lewis's dog, Bibi. he is one horny dog, and he was irritating everyone, so lewis's mum put him in the pail, in which he couldnt get out from.. but after some time.. he managed to escape..

Bibi was eating mandarin oranges.. damn cute.. wei hao, jun jie and james joined a little later... then we watched tv till abt 1 then went home...

saturday - 31 Jan

went to school in the morning for Japanese Role Play rehearsal.. practised till afternoon, den went to meet lewis and made our way to andy's house, with eunice, wendy and jun jie too... as usual, ended up playing mahjong and cards.. then we went to a nearby coffee shop to have zi-char for dinner which didnt taste very good cos of the 铁板豆腐.. at first it was tasteless, den after it got replaced, it tasted like we were eating salt (not so 夸张 la, but realli salty) then we returned to his house for more gambling and TV too.. left his home around like 3 i think... on my way home, nelson suddenly called me and asked me to pass him some money cos he was losing money.. tsk tsk tsk.. boys boys boys... anyways, i went home to get some to pass to him, den went home to SLEEP.. was having a headache... sorry.. noo phootos

sunday - 1 Feb

went out with mun mun today !! =) went to study, but didnt end up studying much.. hahhaa.. aftr that went to parkway parade to eat and shop.. wanted to bring her to "The Coffee Showcase" but sadly, when we got there, it had closed down already.. it was so saddening.. we ended up eating MOS burger and realised tt almost all the staff were china ppl.. waaa sian-sation.. anyways, we walked around and all till like 9 plus? then headed home, cos her school START AT 9 the nexet day... HAHA!!!

anyways, im going to school alrdy.. will update when im free =)

2009-01-28T02:12:00.000-08:00

hey ppl... am finally back from the busy weekends and CNY holidays!!!! am so tired now due to LACK OF SLEEP!!!! anyways, sunday monday and tuesday was funnnnn!

firstly let me wish everyone a.......

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!!!!!!!

25 Jan, Sunday - Eve of CNY!!!!

6 of us went to jerry's house, so we got this box of oranges from him.. i think it looks damn cute!!! just like.......

then.. we had steamboat dinnnnerr!!!!!!

heh heh. i only took photos of the mushroom cos they are DAMN SHIOK!!!! had lots of fun.. especially when jerry drop the whole, broken egg into the steamboat..

after that played mahjong all night long! till my back ache...

26 Jan,Tuesday 初一

10 of us went to yvonne's house in the evening and had steamboat again.. HAHA! we also lao yushen!!! =)

then played cards and mahjong.. then, one by one left.. leaving me, jun jie, wei hao and yvonne behind.. we slacked and talk nonsense, and arm wrestled? till 6 den went home...

27 Jan, Tuesday 初二

after a feew hours of sleep in da morning.. went to wei hao's house for mahjong!!!! at first it was just me joyceline and wei hao.. we played 三人 mahjong.. and i 胡-ed 11 tai... scary sia!!!!! and and after jun jie came, we played 四人 mahjong and i 胡- ed 6 tai...this was my cards, a.k.a 一条龙

then after that, eunice and weihao's fren came.. we played till like 1 plus.. then went home..

2009-01-22T22:47:00.000-08:00

today is quite a fun day..

in the morning, while waiting for lab lessons.. me and ber went for a morning walk!! =)

he took this photo randomly..

during lab today, we cooked carbonara. i didnt really look forward to cooking it, but in the end, it turned out quite alright.. just tat i had to use turkey bacon =( but nvm la, try sth different??

after school, lewis, yvonne, merilyn, ah ming, wendy, andy and me went to geylang.. we ate 豆花，油条，蝴蝶，水晶包 and a very not nice egg tart at ROCHOR beancurd at opposite Lor 17 geylang...

after that, we slacked till like 6 then went to eat durian...

the durians didnt taste as good as before.. maybe no season ? kinda disapointing cos last time the ppl working there were malaysians and singaporean.. now is china de.. their attitude kinda bad.. so i dont tink will buy from there le...

actually i din wanna post this photo cos i look so unglam!!! but aiya post only! as long as everyone knows that i am a gentle person...

sickk sia!!!!! he like to do this kinda disgusting things, but he's lewis, so just 体量？
yvonne so happy, cos she's been longing for durians..

wendy had quite a hard time getting durians cos of length/height problems.. maybe is the table's fault?

ah ming frowning cos of the glaring sun ?

after durian-ing, we went to this taiwan sausage shop at aljunied mrt.. lewis's fren works there and he wanted us to try this realli realli spicy 香肠 from there.. so we walked over.. at first, i was thinking : aiya, no kick de la, how spicy can a sausage get...

NOW I DEEPLY REGRET THAT STATEMENT..

after eating, my tongue hurt like CRAP! kept spamming drinks, which only made things WORST. but i survived! the sausage is called : 天下第一辣! and it realli lives up to its name.

a wild ago, i was talking to james and he drew retarded stuff through msn.. i tot it was kinda cute.. so i took a screen shot of it.. i know i damn lame, but stupid things must share!

or your info. the girl in the above photo is milly and her lines.. haha..

me and ber made chocolate fondue!!! just a wild ago too.. he suddenly felt like eating it, and we happened to have chocolates.. so we tried making and we were more successful than b4!!!!!

it wasn't that perfect but not bad for 2 noobs x)

anyways, andy says im gonna have no voice tmr.. cos of all the nonsense i've eaten today.. i hope not!!!!! i tink i will die without talking..

and there seems to be a war going on in my stomach, cos of that DAMN SAUSAGE.. after posting, i'll be going to fight world war 3 in the toilet.. byee people!!!

2009-01-21T19:48:00.000-08:00

monday - 19 Jan

after school, went to eat lunch den went to GIANT at tampines AGAIN.. needed to get some stuff to eat for breakfast and all.. lewis, wendy,brian, wei hao and eunice went with me.. and we saw joyceline and liting, so we asked to to come along...!! we walked in giant till like 6... and A BIG BABY sat in the trolley throughout the whole 2hrs in giant...

she is none other than... (drum roll pls)

EUNICEEEEEEEEE!! this is her before we started walking around..

this is her during the trip.. too bad i took the photo cant see the stuff in the trolley..

after combing giant.. we went to ikea, shop shop and eunice needed to look for TABLE?! (only eunice understand), no la she actually looking for boxes to keep stuff.. and actually. i sat in the trolley for a wild(dono wat got over me), but it's really a wild nia cos the guard say cant bring trolley up =( i tink eunice snapped a photo of me in the trolley but i haven't gotten it from her and i dont tink i'll post it, shy la.. anyway we walked around till like 930 den headed home...

tuesday - 20 Jan

after staying in school till 8 plus, waiting for lewis they all, went for dinner with andy,lewis, milly, merilyn, yvonne and eunice.. AT MACDONALDS! =( on this day, i broke my vows twice in a day.. i vowed not to eat western food.. SIGH

today - 21 Jan

after school, supposed to pei milly go TM print her stuff, but in the end, andy came along and me and him ended up walking around tm looking at cclothes, shoes and UNDERWEAR. (andy la. walk until that area) den after tt he headed to orchard while i headed home.. but ended up playing bball with kai they all cos i happened to see them playing.. just got home..

2009-01-18T23:14:00.000-08:00

woke up around 3 plus.. and met mun mun !!! we never go out for soooo long!!!! =)

met on the the mrt then went to queensway shopping centre... mun mun has never gone there before... NOOB RIGHT. x) we walked around and bought clothes.. around 7 plus, we got hungry and went to ikea, alexandra road, which was nearby, and ate our dinner at the cafe!!!

sweedish MEATBALLS!!!!

chicken leg!!!!!!!!!!! the carrots are soft like marshmallows..

mun mun say i look very 专心 cutting th chicken, more 专心 than studying..
after all the hard work.. the plate of chicken leg...

then we walked around ikea.. took some retarded photos cos mun mun was so happy with her new-printed tee...

shitting!!!! (we were in ikea.. not in a real toilet..)

after all the walking, we sat outside ikea for a while, then walked back to queenstown mrt and train-ed home..

2009-01-17T23:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Ethan !!!!!!!

hello everyone, i'm finally back to blog properly.. have been busy over the past week.. sorry..

yesterday - 16 Jan

during lab, i was so bored that i tried to draw stitch for yvonne, but i failed -- this is my end product.. lol abit stupid but i tink i damn TALENTED !

after lab lessons, was supposed to play mahjong with ber they all.. but.. sorry guys =( was feeling quite restless and wei hao and kuang hui kinda ''force'' me alight from the damn bus !!! den i ended up having dinner with jun jie, andy, lewis, wei hao, james and kuang hui NEAR LEWIS HOUSE AGAIN. he always ''scam'' us go there one.. what an ass!! but actually near his house also quite convinient ? haha we ate food from my culture (indian rojak), porridge and a very-not-nice ban-mian...

after eating, we slacked outside lewis house playing with his dog then all of them went home..

because ber had alrdy found someone to take my place, =( and i didnt feel like going home, i asked lewis pei me go shoot a few balls at the bball court.. jun jie a.k.a battery man came along.. and brian joined us around 9 plus.. and we ended up playing till like 11 plus ?

today 17 Jan

had a retarded excursion with the class to Giant at Tampines. met up with ah ming and lewis and went there together.. it was retarded.. i'll skip the excursion part.. after Giant, 17 of us ? went to ikea to eat HOTDOG !!! i dono why i like it so much.. i ate 2... andy and kensho even had a competition, to see who can eat the whole hot dog bun faster.. and andy, havin such a huge mouth (joking la, chun hua x)) won !!! after ikea, yvonne, andy, lewis, joelle, kensho, lewis, merilyn and i accompanied joelle to walk to miing wen's house.. while we were walking halfway.. milly called, asked us wait for her.. we were at this express way thingy between ikea and pasir ris.. look at the crazy ppl sitting under the tree... merilyn was squatting there too, but she decided to sstand up cos her leg suan.. ( probably to also avoid looking retarded in the photo ?)

we bus-ed to white sands and slacked around while waiting for eden to come and fetch us to jurong point, since milly and eden were heading there too.. i saw ying hui, nicholas, bak weng and samuel at white sands.. it's been forever since i slack and talk nonsense with them..

on the car, me, lewis, andy and yvonne squeezed at the back.. lewis was supposed to sit in the boot, but he dowan den bo bian.. yvonne sat on my lap ( her pleasure to sit on my ''king koil'' lap ) but half way, we all managed to sit properly...

walked around the whole of jurong point 1 and 2... SO TIRED !!! though it was just me, yvonne, andy and lewis, it was quite fun walking around, playing arcade and stuff.. damn retarded too.. cos of the presence of.... (don say better la hor) den around 8, merilyn came to find us and we had dinner at new york new york.. will post the photos tmr or sth.. after that we slacked and walked around till about 11 den went home..

am very tired le.. gonna slp le.. take care people !!!

sorry for neglecting u all =( dont worry, i dont think i'll die soon.. we can always go out next week or sth ya ? miss ya all !!!!

and i think my mozilla firefox got some problem.. cant seem to use it, or even delete it.. sighs.. anyone any idea how to cure it =(

2009-01-16T13:12:00.000-08:00

KENSHO IS FUCKING COOL!

kensho wanted me to let everyone noe this, and kept 吵 me to post this.. so i just let him be happy..

2009-01-11T16:32:00.000-08:00

been few days since i last blogged. have been busy and kinda lazy...

on thursday, 8 Jan
after school, like around 1pm, went for lunch and then went back to school for project with andy and yvonne. we started doin around 2 pm and stopped at 11.30 pm. of course, it wasn't just the 3 of us.. other group also realised that they were doing the report wrongly and stayed back too.. milly and brian, merilyn and eunice, james,wei hao, lewis and joelle and my group stayed.. james, wei hao, joelle and milly left early.. while the rest of us stayed till 11.30.. in the evening, we even ordered mac. LOL. i thinks its damn retarded to order mac into school..
i forgot why yvonne face like tt.. i tink it was a candid shot ?
look at how much curry sauce they gave us... the boys : the mac ppl think the meal for indians?so much curly fries ! all of them look so 幸福 after eating cos i tink they 挨饿 damn long =)

on friday, 9 Jan
went for open house duty with yvonne supposedly from 1.30 to 3.30 but end up waiting for andy till 5 plus.. open house duty was quite fun =) around 4 plus, yvonne, brian, ethan, lewis and me even went for the mass dance.. den returned to wait for andy till 5 plus..
after that, ah ming, merilyn, wendy, lewis, brian, andy and me went to a cafe near katong for dinner which lewis intro-ed. when we got there, i realised it was where me and alvin bought a birthday cake for xiao min !!!! xiao min, rmbr LYCHEE MARTINI ?? anyway, the food and cakes were really good.
this was what i ate.. black pepper chop with spaghetti and coleslaw. i ordered a set meal, so it came with a drink, soup of da day and a cake...
this is the cake.. it's called '' hazelnut crunch'' the food and cakes are really good..
after eating, me, meriyln, andy and lewis went to lewis house to play mahjong, while the rest went home.. we ended up playing till 1am.. merilyn cabbed home while me and andy stayed over at lewis's house...lewis fell asleep at about 2, while andy was semi-asleep and i watched tv.. around 2 plus, lewis's dad called, i pass lewis's hp to him and all i heard was '' hello '' , followed by silence... and i looked at lewis, and the phone was lying on his ear while he was sleeping soundly.. retarded guy.. around 5 plus, i fell asleep too..

on saturday , 10 jan
we woke up around 12 ? lewis and andy went to andy's house to paint his room.. while i went back to meet ber cos we were supposed to go ice skating but in the end, we didn't cos i was kinda broke.. we watched movies on my lappy den he went off.. i went out with my brother and his girlfriend, who was going back to vietnam the next day.. it's been really a long time since i went out with someone from my family.. i tink it has been years... anyways, we went for some Vietnamese food at Lor 42 Geylang..i didnt eat much cos i was gonna meet friends for dinner..
the appetizer.. Vietnamese Spring Rolls. it's supposed to be dipped in this sauce which was BLOODY spicy.. after eating one, i couldnt carry on.. my drink also finished after 1 of this spring rolls.. my bro and his gf ate as if the sauce was ketchup...
this is pork chop rice. it looks simple but the pork chop tasted damn good. =)
Vienamese fried rice..
Vietnamese Beef Noodles.. it's totally different from Singapore's and it's damn nice.. there was a vietnamese name for this, but i cant rmbr.. x)
after that, we went for coffee and dessert at a Vietnamese Cafe at Grandlink...
their coffee is served like tt.. i've never been to a Vietnamese cafe for coffee so i was very fascinated by the way it was served.. LOL. the coffee will drip from the silver metal container into the cup...
den after it all dripped, stir to mix with the milk then pour into the cup of ice ! and DRINK. the taste a bit different, very nice =)
this is my bro's girlfriend, Duyen.me and Duyen..the lovely couple..

after tt, cabbed to chomp chomp to meet jun jie, andy, lewis and eunice for dinner..
followed by slacking near eunice's house till 12 plus.. then went home.. and slept till now.. hahaha

2009-01-07T22:22:00.000-08:00

today is a mixed feeling day.... after school , i went to watch PONYO !! with mun mun and her mum.. haha.. her mum wanted to watch too.. so we all watch together.. the movie wasn't bad.. the story line isn't GREAT but it's not bad for a cartoon... ponyo is damn cute!! and she loves ham !!! hahaha ! was so happy after the movie..

after the movie, i went back.. went to take bus.. den someone piss me off again... dowan speak about it here.. spoil my blog.. realli wanna knoe then come ask me... anyway.. this made me feel like SHIT...

den just a wild ago, i found out about my baby ham.. if u've been readin my blog often, u'd noe tt my hamster gave birth to 5 babies on christmas.. today.. less than 1 mth, 1 of them died.. this make me DAMN sad. i haven't even name him sia... sighs...

2009-01-06T20:19:00.000-08:00

hellloo!!! today is a happier day =)
sorry for the emo post ytd.. just wanted to straighten out things with someone..
BER, u are gonna watch ponyo 10 times with me RIGHT ! (i told eunice and she said : 60 bucks for ponyo ?! ) hahha..

anyways.....
YESTERDAY - 5 Jan
went to watch YES MAN! with andy,lewis james and wendy..
these are what we bought into the theatre.. LOL a bit cheapo but we were all kinda broke..
see the pink thing at the bottom left? that's PEANUT CAKE !! it's SUPER nice !
me and PONYO PONYO PONYO !! sad.. so desperate for the movie that i did that...

today - 6 Jan
after school and project with andy and yvonne, me lewis and andy went to eat at lewis's zi char shop AGAIN.. then went home..

been quite busy with school... projects and test.. irritating..

anyway, that's all.. take care my DARLINGS !

2009-01-05T23:30:00.000-08:00

Darkness.
As the glass meets my lips
As the smoke fills my lungs
I can feel my self losing grip..

I know and knew whatever i've been doing is not right
but god-damn-it,
i still did it.

I was captivated by your beautiful lies.
You have done what i have done,
You have stolen what i have stolen,
But now you have gone so far,
to have stolen from me.

I don't know what to do with you.
I don't know what to say to you.
I can’t fucking stop thinking about it,
all this shit about you.

But I’ll listen to you
Your excuses, your nonsense.
Because somehow,
I led you to this point.

I think what you really need now,
is help.
These pills that are supposed to kill pain,
THEY WONT FUCKING HELP.

It takes you high up there,
but it throws u down harder than u can ever think.
It comes back, making u want more of it.
Do you fucking understand ?

2009-01-04T21:08:00.000-08:00

hello!!! went to church this afternoon!! HAHA. dan jio me go and see see so i just went lor.. was quite fun.. den went lunch with him and his cell group.. i tink his faith in god is quite strong.. ever since he started going to church, he changed so much... now, when i go out with him, it feels different.. but its definitely a good change.. =)

actually, i went to church with him today cos i wanted to try to get rid of some thoughts in my mind... i've been feeling so reluctant to go to school... but when i'm with my classmates, i'm happy.. just that, i dont like to study and dont want to study.. and at the same time, i don wish to disappoint people who care.. aiya.. damn shag.. i hate it when these thoughts come to my mind...

sad to say, church didnt help me get rid of the thoughts.. but it's ok..

people say it's normal to feel this way at times... but i keep feeling that way.. and it's making me soo shaggggg ! ahhhhhh !

nvm. i'll be fine.. thanks who those who cared. =) MUACKS!

2009-01-03T00:42:00.000-08:00

AHHHHH today is a painful day =( you'll know why as u read!! =(((((

met lewis, james, wendy, andy, kuang hui and jun jie for bball today.. at first we played at lewis place there.. then later we went to school to play as there were quite many people at the court..

we played and had fun.. then play play play.. den bcos i tall - i usually stand under the ''lan ban'' and wait for ball.. den jump jump jump, jun jie stepped on my left big toe... WAAA i immediately sit down cos i dono y so pain sia.. he so skinny den can make till my toe like tt.. the nail inside was pinkish purple... SO PAIN.. but bearable la cos i damn strong... den all of them kept scaring me with --- '' i tink need to amputate lei'' , '' the doctor will take CHAIN SAW and saw off'' and many other retarded stuff.. sooooo IDIOT !!!!

but anyway i continued playing.. play till 7 plus i tink.. den we decided to go lewis zi char shop at bedok and eat.... went to the bus stop and took 15.. and guess what.. hahaha we saw MERILYN on da bus.. she was going home from work.. but end up - we didnt let her alight from the bus, force her follow us go eat. HAHA poor thing hor ? but too bad..

after eating, all went home.. i no money to top up concession for my ez link so i needed coins.. end up, me and jun jie went to lewis house to change coins with him den he sent us to the bus stop... den i started talking about my toe =( (sorry i hv to type a sad face every time after i talk about my toe, cos very shag) den lewis say his house got the ointment for this kinda things..

so end up we go up and he helped me apply and press... and me him and jun jie chatted till 11..
here are photos showing how happy (SADDISTIC) lewis was as he pressed my toe and watch me in pain ;< thats all..
thanks lewis for helping rub anyway - though u r so bloody saddistic.. he laugh like an asshole when i was gritting my teeth cos pain !!! but despite being such an asshole, he's quite nice la.. =)

and what's more. lewis's dog stepped on my toe when i was at his house !!! i tink the dog is evil too !!!!

this is what my evil fren said after i told her about my toe !!!! =(
ka-mun 我能遇见你，已经是很不可思议了 says:
why nv turn black sia
ka-mun 我能遇见你，已经是很不可思议了 says:
then really need to saw off le

i was telling eunice tat lewis kept laughin and stuff as he saw me in pain.. LOOK AT WHAT SHE SAID !!!
!xoWU YOGAEVANDANCE says:
he should video it down
!xoWU YOGAEVANDANCE says:
hahahahaha

why my frens all so evil?!#$@%$!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

sorry for not going town ppl. haha. been low in cash lately, very low. so i rather go play bball (without hurting my toe next time) than to spend money.. miss u all anyway!!! =)

2009-01-02T22:35:00.000-08:00

hi ! back from a boring school day but turned out not very badly as i have a bunch of great friends..
food chem lab was kinda fun cos we had a lot of free time to wait for the ''chemicals to react?'' haha. ended up playing those retarded games like fuzzy wuzzy, flash back.. bla bla bla... haha it's so fun watching people trying so hard to get the answers hahha..
after school, went to simpang bedok (after many changes in decison ) with ah ming, kuang hui, wendy, andy, lewis, james and jun jie...
we ate the worst oyster omelette i have eever tasted - seriously. i wanna tell u all to go and try how horrible it is, but dont la, waste money... then after tat took bus 2 home..
on the bus, i started thinking of ideas for ah ming's entrepreneurship (i hope i didnt spell wrong) project cos she was saying tat her projects were stressful..
and guess what, i tot of a simple idea tat happened to come to my mind and she said it was good.. hahha =)
now i'm home waiting for ber come den we'd probably go to kallang and slack..

=( there's sth wrong with my tag board.. so sad.. but mun mun say it will ok de.. GET WELL SOON TAG BOARD !!! =)

2009-01-01T17:15:00.000-08:00

hi people.
happy new year!!!!!!!
just woke up.haha. ytd was a fun day. =)
met up with jun jie and eunice at 3 plus and went to bbq wholesale centre to buy food while lewis, james, wei hao, ethan, milly and eden went to giant supermarket to get utensils and drinks...
and someone brought her ez link card but not her wallet !!! hahahahha ( dedicated to eunice )
after we bought the food, went to bedok hawker centre to eat while the 3 of us waited for merilyn and andy then we went to the bbq pit to meet the rest of the people..kuang hui, joelle and ming wen joined us later in the night.. our bbq pit was at bedok north, near 85, cos it was last min booking and there wasnt any pits in the parks.. haha..
though there wasn't the sea in front of us, lewis said : the fish tank shops opposite the pit was the ''sea'' =) sorry guys, couldnt book a pit at pasir ris or east coast. =( but im still glad tat we had fun..
starting the fire..
james, ethan lewis and andy - eating.
another photo of them..
eunice, wei hao, jun jie and ethan - cooking and eating..
me and merilyn ! (my dua ji dua )
me and eunice ( my da jie da ) she so evil rite?! give tt face !! isnt it a pleasure to take photo with me!?@#

around 9 plus, this group of older ppl came to the bbq pit beside us and amongst them, there was a woman who was very hyper. haha she played indian poker with us and we all did retarded forefeits like '' pole dance with su as the pole'' , ''act like a dog/elephant/cat/horse/chicken and run and shout'' and many other lame stuff.. she was damn sporty, so were my classmates hahha..

around 11, alvin, xiao min and their fren came to find me =) had some drinks and spoke very little to them.. sorry guys =( but anyway we counted down together with my classmates... then 12 plus they left le..

after some time, we decided to bluff each other with magic tricks. haha. the tricks were so irritating to many people cos they kept asking us to repeat the trick cos they wanted to find out how the trick is.. hahha. then we played irritating games like - ''what's next'', ''fuzzy wuzzy'', ''bang bang bang!'', ''flashback'', ''ring ring'' .... waaa i couldnt get some of the games, which made me sooooo angry ~~ hahhaa but in the end i gave up then they told me how to play.. lol.
at 10 plus, james left.
at 11 plus, milly and eden left.
at 12 plus, ethan, kuang hui and merilyn left.
at 2 plus, joelle and ming wen left.
at 3 plus, andy left.
we were left with me, eunice, wei hao, jun jie and lewis.
at about 4 sth, we all left..
i was tired so went home to slp...

there's more photos with eunice. i get from her le then post..

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to whom it may concern :
i told u i couldnt make it but u called every 1hr to ask me to go over. i told u time and again tt i couldnt leave cos the pit is under my friend's name and i want to stay and clear up cos i dont want her to get into trouble. and i said tat if i am coming i would call. but u called time and again and keep asking me if i'm coming, u probably care for me and wanted to see me, but once u started guai lan-ing, i couldnt help but scold u through the phone. u were probably drunk already, i hope u are really drunk tat's why u said those stuff. nvm, happy new year anyway.

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here are the photos EVIL eunice sent me !

the first group photo with my dear classmates of the year 2009 ~~! i love them !!
james : joelle look like kitty ! hahhaa

caught cam whoring hahahhaa
wei hao being hardworking, jun jie testing for heat...
look at ethan's mouth, gosh!
this is evil eunice !!!!!!!! she kept disturbing me with the phrase:
谢谢你不在这里吸烟！
driving me crazy !!!! dont see her 'gentle gentle sweet sweet', she always bully me just because im more gentle ! hahha
that's all.!!

2008-12-30T19:22:00.000-08:00

i'm back.. haven been blogging cos im busy with..
work
school work
getting pissed

ytd - 29Dec
First day of school
went for boring lessons as usual.. then slacked in school then watched the ASc basketball competition.. lewis, zhong da, hong kit, jun jie,brian and ethan played. the other teams were very strong, so sad to say, they lost =(
but its ok boys!!! u guys rock anyway !!!! =)
after bball it was already 9 plus, went to hv dinner with lewis, jun jie and james den headed home..

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today - 30 dec
Su is TIRED
went to school..........(notice the sian-ness in me when i mention school)
just got back from work at bistro. sian.. no customer de, i just catch flies, count stuff for sharon and clean anything that i walk past. now am slacking and rsting cos im BLOODY TIRED!!

what's the point of all this when u know what i would say...

you've become a different person, i realli feel like shit sometimes when those things happen.. i am really trying hard but u're just pissing me way off..

2008-12-28T14:20:00.000-08:00

by special demand,
for AH MING...

Seafood Risotto (yields 2 servings)
Ingredients :
200ml vegetable stock
butter (a bit can le)
30 g onions
60g arborio rice
10g parmesan cheese (powder form, the more the nicer ) x)
salmons, medium diced
4 pieces peeled prawns
4 clams, blanched
salt and pepper

you can include carrots and celery if u want but in the fcs test, no need de..
Directions......
Seafood
1. season seafood with some salt and pepper.
2. add oil and butter to the hot pan and saute the salmon till done, then remove from the pan.
3. add a little more butter and saute the clams and prawn till cooked then leave in a warm place.

Rice
1. heat some oil in the pan. add the onions and saute till translucent.
2. add the rice and stir well.
3. add the vegetable stock till it just cover the rice.
4. allow the rice to absorb the water. after some time the water will be absorbed.
5. add some stock to just cover the rice and let the rice absorb the water.
6. repeat steps 3, 4, 5 till u finish using all the stock.
7. add some salt and pepper. TT
8. then remove from the heat and fold in the parmesan cheese and some butter.

COMBINE
1. return the rice to heat and add in the seafood for reheating.

THE END!!!!
the end product's photo is in my previous post.

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just woke up.. last night(saturday) went to meet daniel (chicken) at 1230am.. i needed to go to AXS machine to try to book a bbq pit while he needed to bank in his cheque.. went to his house to get bike then rode to aljunied there and do our stuff.. after tat, we slack a wild then went back to his place to play with his dogs (ah boy and bobby)
this is ah boy. there is lesser photos of him cos he's more shy and cant stop running around.
this is bobby!!
bobby smelling my bag for suspisios article...
bobby irritating daniel..
daniel decides to let him drink some soy bean milk...
bobby being a goood dog
he licks me like hell...!
he lick me cos he wanted me to pat him in return.. CUNNING DOG !
he's tired and it was 2 plus already.. i talk talk with daniel then walked home cos he live opposite me only.. along the way, lewis called and i ended up talking to him till like 4 am.. lol.

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oh ya...
CONGRATS RAY AND SHAN on ur baby girl's first month !!!!
HAPPY 1st month MIKAYLA!!!!

2008-12-26T22:56:00.000-08:00

merry boxing day !!!!!

today, me, james and jun jie went to wei hao's house to cook for fcs(our course things). so let me teach you how to cook what we cooked today !! hahaha. (yields 4 servings)
first u chop all the ingredients listed below. (this is what crazy james cut)prepare some flour (to dredge chicken in)
4 chicken breast (seasoned with salt and pepper)
tomato concasser 120g (concasser is done by blanching in hot water then remove the skin.then cut in quarters and remove the seeds.. lastly, cut into small dices)
80g celery(optional)
80g carrots (small dice)
100ml chicken stock
15ml lemon juice(dont put all)
50g onions, small dice and 2 nos of garlic, chopped half of that amount of butter, and olive oilprepare all the ingredients and place neatly !! (include some basil leaves, not in photos)1. heat up the pan. put some olive oil, followed by butter.

2. dredge the chicken breasts in flour before adding them into the pan. lightly saute the chicken.chef wei hao at work 3. saute til almost cooked then leave aside.assistant jun jie ! instructor james!! haha on the chair.4. then a little more butter, with the carrots, onions, garlic and celery and saute till the onions are translucent.
5. deglaze the pan with lemon juice and half of the chicken stock.
6. add the tomato concasser and the remaining chicken stock and saute to combine the flavors.
7. add in the chicken( for reheating) as well as the basil leaves and stir.

this is our beautiful end product!this is another dish that we cooked - Seafood Risotto.
it's a little more complicated and i dont have photos of it as we cook cos i was the one cooking the dish.. hahha. if u realli wanna noe how to cook it den u ask me ba.

after all that cooking, the 4 of us played some games and watch tv. around 8 plus, james left. me jun jie and wei hao watched ''xiao niang re'' then went drinking till about 12 plus.. then we ton-ed at wei hao's house.. these are photos of my drunk friends.. ( wei hao is more drunk but he made me remove his photo... GRR )
we played a retarded game then went to sleep..

this morning at like 6am, me and jun jie went home, cos we were kinda awake already.

this was posted on 27th. happened from 26 - 27th

2008-12-25T02:00:00.000-08:00

merry christmas people.. today, siao kia(my hamster) gave birth to another 5 baby hams!! haha.. i was so panicky.. just cleared their cages then went to tampines to give presents to friends..

after that, went to meet andy,milly,lewis,wendy and kuang hui at e hub.. we were gonna eat sakura.. !! expensive but nice ma, plus with my crazy friends, so just go only lor..

met them while they were at ntuc ?!@ haha they were just walking and slacking around.cos we had to wait for 8pm then can go in. ethan came to join for a wild.

we went to the beach to slack.. saw people flying kites, trying to catch fishes with nets bla bla..

after slacking.. we went to e hub arcade and play some games till 7 50.

then we rushed to sakura cos we were all hungry!!! we all got in and chiong-ed to get our foood!!

look at his face! goshh
me and my salad!
disgusting boys ! disgusting lewis! disgusting mandy !

after sakura. i met hazel for a wild to give her a present.. we all slacked outside downtown for sometime..

then eden offered to drive us go watch movie at the cathay.. me,milly,andy and lewis went over with eden.. BUT all the tix were sold out and the timings available were too late. eden needed to work the next day. so we didnt watch.. we slacked around then eden sent us all home..

we all went home and i slept cos i was damn tired!!!

this post was typed on 27th.

2008-12-23T01:00:00.000-08:00

HELLOOO!! back back back and soooo tired. but i'm still gonna blog!!

today woke up at 7.30 am cos had FA project in school:( at 9.30 am.. went for boring project =(

then, INTRUDER OW came to tp to have lunch with me. photo of the intruder.....

we ate western and saw chef michael haha.. then, after eating, we made our way to bugis to see mun mun's bag cos i wanna see how it looks like... while we were boarding, ruth came out frrom the back and scare-d the shit out of me! on the bus...

reached bugis and walked around bugis street but she couldnt find the shop.. waaa super stuffy inside.. saw ying hui and sin hong.. den we decided to go for a '' singapore city gallery'' thing at tanjong pagar's URA centre. i've never heard of tt place, but we tried to find and... we found it !!! (applause pls) so here we go...
there was many nice art things (i dono what ppl call these stuff) ^^^ thats chia min's home.

tried blending in with the picture of people on the board.... many photos but i'll just post some..walk with familly..... x)

after posing so much for the retarded photos, rest a wild den we started exploring the area around tanjong pagar there.. it was quite nice actually, kinda old but cool! here are some photos of the stuff we saw there..

this is called ''samsui woman''
i love this kinda staircase!!
how did the horse survive my weight ? =?

we walked so much till we din noe how to go back to tanjong pagar mrt.. we ended up walking and walking till we reached china square (if i din rmbr the name wrongly) the place wasnt very bad actually.. had few shops but the second floor got alot of those 'tong' machines.. so we....

look at how many i tong-ed hahaha(they're actually for.... DONT TELL YOU)

after all that, we got tired again and so we sat on this little swing outside the mall.. more photoss...

then we found out that we were near chinatown, so we walked over and train-ed to city hall to have GELARE!!!! along they way, saw shermaine, jie bing.. woohooo.. was SO looking forward to the waffles!! today is tuesday - which means there's discount!!!!! here's what we ate!!!! =)
we shared a baked pasta set, which tasted not bad.. 3/5
and a double scoop chocolate chip waffle!! wooo! OWNINIG~~~!

after our sumptous meal, we went to the river side.. and rmbr this when u go out with me next time..

- if we're headin to esplanade, try ur best not to let me walk past this stupid area
u walk walk walk den will have those ''BING BING BANG BANG'' and the projected pictures will appear on the left wall in the pic. its like ropes being pulled i tink.. BLOODY IRRITATING!!!! i get so pissed when i walk there..

ok enough of tt irritating place, once again we took photos..!(gosh im bcoming more and more zi lian)

gosh i sinned today. i accidentally took a spoon from gelare cos i was holding the drink when i left, which had this tea spoon inside.. x) now, its mine!

after some time, we headed to marina square.. mun mun started complainin tt her bag damn heavy.. den force me exchange bag with her(knowing tt i will look retarded with her bag)

her - with my beautiful bag

me - looking dumb

then we play arcade a little..saw kunyuan alan they all (and the CFC ppl) den left msq.. i just finished my pack of cigs then.. den i felt like smking, but being 17, i cant buy cigs everywhere.. so i suffered (yawning at 7times/min) till we went peninsula there and i bought!! i'm so proud for passing!!! then i was so happy. LOL. we went to raffles city there and slacked till 11 plus b4 i headed home. once again i bumped into ber and friends.. haha ok enough. its coming 2am le.. i shd rest my eyes.. gonan watch tv or play games.. nites ppl!!!

2008-12-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

heloooooo!!! foo! foo! foo! foo! ( only milly would understand this )
today was quite a fun day..

in the morning, i went to the most-dreaded place - school. :( sian. for jap project. met up with group members at abt 12.. and discussed till 2 plus.. actually it was quite fun, coming up with retarded ideas.. but guess we still not so close, so not as fun ba..
after the proj, went to meet milly!! =) went to bus stop and saw mandy tan chun hua! haha. and also, in school, i bumped into xiao min and phoebe at businees canteen! haha nvr seen them for quite some time! and guess what, i bumped into them for the SECOND TIME on bus 69..

i took bus to far east and met milly.. went to eat at some shop on the highest level - 4 i tink. i ate fishball soup while milly had chicken noodles! the fishballs are OWNING!! WOO!! we walked around as i shopped for x mas presents for my dears ! :)

then, we bus-ed to heeren(a bit dumb right? but its quite far. plus, we got CONCESSION) and walk walk somemore, still searching for presents cos i cant make up my quite-fussy mind.

next, we walked over to cinileisure , since its near and milly wanted to go to diva to buy sth.. buy liao, we walk around a bit nia, cos actualli nth much to walk la hor..

thereafter, we went to takashimaya and wisma.. walk walk walk.. den milly wanted go top shop, we went and i saw CHIEW LING!!! hahaha. so long never see her le.. finally saw her working at topshop. lol.. aftr tt we walked a little aimlessly.. suddenly i had a craving fir road-side ice cream.. den go buy lor, WA shiok.. i tink i never eat for damn long le.

we were kinda tired le, so we went to lucky plaza's rooftop... we slacked, listen songs, talk nonsense and ended up......

my retarded fren..

she candid-ed me.

then there was this guy emo-ing by himself..

and these are what we drank.. ( milly take de)

after some time, eden came over for a wild.. den when he left, we left too.. and guess what ? on the way to the bus stop, i bumped into xiao min and phoebe for the THIRD TIME!! haha.

went to chinatown point to meet wei hao. had dinner at MY TERRITORY - an indian vegetarian restaurant.. it doesnt sound nice.. but its realli not bad.. mayb i support them cos i have some indian blood in me, but its a special place.. its an ala-carte buffet.. and guess what, u can pay WHATEVER AMOUNT you want.. of cos, dont be an asshole and pay too little.. the restaurant has many indian gods around in it.. i tink its for charity or sth ? i forgot le.. but as wei hao says.. if u pay too little....... the gods will come alive! anyway, u ppl shd go there one day u noe, and expose urself to the world of ME - indians. x) the restaurant is called ANALAKSHIMI restaurant.. its at the basement of chinatown point.. open from 11am - 10pm, 7 days a week! after eating....

went to smoke as usual...

waa this photo damn scary.. we didnt 'pakat' to show this face, but in the end we show the same face.. scary rite? but she my lao bu, maybe got some kinda connections ? x)

after that we went to return a little clip which wei hao ''accidentally took'' from a restaurant.. haha then we headed to the riverside at clarke quay and slacked and talk nonsense as usual.. and......

gosh. look at wei hao's face.. this is what happens when u mix too much with lewis and friends?

sorry for the retarded face, getting infected by retarded frens..

after some nonsensical talks.. we left and headed home.. was supposed to join daniel and his friends for mahjong cos they 3 que 1, but i think they gave up waiting for me.. sorry ! :{

milly took this pic of me, weeks ago.. she just send me, just post for fun =)

2008-12-21T06:03:00.000-08:00

today has been ''thinking'' day.. these few nights, i've been thinking about my life..

i've been thinking about...

love.

friendship.

family.

addictions.

and the road to my future.

i guess i'm thinking too soon, but everything keeps coming to my mind, which makes me wonder :
is whatever i'm doing right or wrong.
do i want to study.
what's driving me to continue school.
who's true to me, who's not.
what's ahead. (failure?success)
who's gonna be there when i fall. and break down.
friends ? family ? someone whom i love ?

of course, these thoughts didnt come out from nowhere. people and actions made me think about all these. i wanna find the answers and be sure of everything. but, it seems impossible. nvm, dont talk about all the emo stuff le ba.

p.s sorry to those whom i pang seh-ed today. was feeling tired.

2008-12-20T08:52:00.000-08:00

firstly.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENSHO!!!!!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLLYN!!!

last night i was in an emo-mood, super emo.. until i received hazel's call and sms.. she called me to ask me if we could meet and go christmas shoppin together, i said okay.. den went back to emoing.. i thought so so so much about everythin.. then, she sent an sms like 45 min later, saying :
MY DATE! Dress nicely for tomorrow's date :) i will pick u up on the mrt platform with the longest limosine on planet earth(which is the MRT train)
and i dont know why i laughed haha, mayb he retardedness hit me. anyway, thanks sister!
and also, thank u milly for listening! =)

this afternoon, met up with hazel ;p she wanted to go to spotlight, so we went to plaza sing.. we chose thread and the stitching the cloth.. buy le, den i hungry.. went to the cathay and eat ASTONS, qued up den finally got to eat... after eatin, we felt like watchin movie, went up to see the movie timings, and found out tat there was BOLT in 3D !! we soo eager to watch but the show start le !! irritating.

den we walked over to cini leisure to see the time slots there, but there wasnt even the 3D version =( den we quite shag.. we signed as suporters of some drinking campaign, tellin ppl to drink right, dont drink too much or sth... haha, no choice i so guai, of course i support good campaigns.. then we went to get drinks then slack behind cini there..

we stil wanted to watch the movie!!!! so i called mun mun, who was at home, to help me check where have the movie.. she checked and told me TM have.. den me and hazel went over lor!! hahaha

we reach le then to we go buy the tix and then buy TU TU KUEH. haha i dono why got sudden craving for it.. den we went for the movie.. the movie was GREAT. i give it 4.5/5. it was so nice and touching, i even cried. haha

in our 3D glasses

after the movie we walked around b4 going century there.. i wanted to smoke, so went to the outdoor food court there.. sat down and slack.. ended up playing worms on hazel's hp.. hahha. and i lost sia.. hai dono wat i doing, getting dumber by the day :( but nvm la..

then, late le so we go back.. cos both of us also tired le.. took bus back and saw michelle, den saw leon on the bus.. ok i damn tired le.. going off.. take care everyone!!! =)

2008-12-19T00:24:00.000-08:00

HELLO !!!

im backk to my dearest laptop. im here oncce again to tell u wat happened in another day of my life =)

firstly. let me wishh KUANG HUI a happy birthday !!!! =)

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY KUANG HUI!!!!!

had our final POD lab lesson, which marks the start of my holidays!! since khairul and joelle werent in school, its was just me, kensho and milly. we cooked pepper steak!!! no photos cos i still not sure how to post x) after lab, went to do project with leader ong(vonne) and mandy(andy). we realli did and we are almost done, under the GUAI influence of..... ME =)

then we wanted to go out for lunch with the rest who waited sooo patiently for us =) wendy, kuang hui, james, brian, lewis, mandy, vonne and me ended up at LEWIS's ZU CAO SHOP at first we slacked, staring at each other..

after much stoning, we ordered food.. after eating, we watched THE BIG TV( as claimed by lewis) and soon after, mandy decided to be a ZU CAO 'CHEF' he made sweet sour pork under the guidance of one of the uncle workin there.. vonne took pictures of him and his dish. reluctantly speaking, the dish tasted fine, of course, cos he was GUIDED. if that mandy do it by himself, i DEFINITELY dont dare try.

then, when vonne finally decided to cook, we went into the stall, and suddenly so many customer come!! GRR. den SUA lor, dont cook lor.. we went back to stoning and watching TV.. after some time, james they all seem very bored le, decided to leave and go back..

but i didnt go back.. was on the bus deciding to go serangoon or hougang and couldnt make up my mind. me, vonne,james and mandy were on bus 25.. den james told me to flip a coin and decide.. i flipped once, still cant make up my mind, i asked james to flip, it was a draw.. 1 for hougang 1 for serangoon... den i told vonne to flip.. den told andy to flip... in all, we flipped 4 times le, but i still dont noe wanna go where!!!!! den james asked me to flip one LAST time, den he said: wait PING! PONG PIANG! drop on the floor i sure laugh! and guess what, it really happened!!! the coin fell down!!!

ok, enough of the decision making, i finally decided to go and SAVE wei hao and jun jie, whom were drinking.. hahaha!!!! i went over to wei hao house and they met me downstairs.. jun jie kept complaining tt he want to drink more, but wei hao dont let!! haha.. at first, jun jie didnt seem drunk, while wei hao's eyes were as small as joelle's eyes. den we went upstairs adn the both of them told me what happened as the both of them were drunk(b4 i arrived) :

1. jun jie : let me drink one more cup leh!!!

wei hao : NO! dowan!

jun jie : one more cup la!!!!

wei hao : NO! dowan!!

jun jie : aiya dowan den TWO more cups la!
hahhahahhaha, i tink its damn cute - the words coming out from jun jie mouth.. it totally sounded like he's drunk hahhaa ok mayb not funny enough.. sorry

2. wei hao is damn retarded.. he told me tt he opened the freezer door and dono take what... den when he closed it, KABAH!!!!!! it hit his nose!
one time nvm lei.. but the thing is - IT HAPPENED AGAIN!!! hahahhaha i laughed liek a retard! x)

when i was there, jun jie kept wanting to drink more!! aiyooo.. den wei hao gave him one last cup... after tt cup, WOW! jun jie became so restless... he started lying on the KITCHEN floor, complaining tt he's very giddy, keep asking for hot drink and many more.. haha, it was so retarded. at that time, i was sure jun jie was drunk..
in one moment, he says : i dont want drink already la, so giddy now. In another moment he say : wei hao, i wan drink the other half of the bottle.. drink lei.. all drunk together! hahhaha

i was hungry, wei hao cooked maggi mee for me.. den we slacked a wild, den watched xiao niang re, with jun jie being soo giddy - lying on the floor,doing push ups etc after tt we played cards a wild. jun jie seemed to have regained his right mind. haha. so i din have to send him back. i then headed home =)

THE END !

2008-12-18T06:36:00.000-08:00

just got back from city hall.. had lessons this morning but didnt turn up cos XX got into trouble earlly in the morning at geylang, and called me cos i lived nearby.. so i took care and accompany him, missed lesson.. but its ok, i heard tt the food cooked not very nice..
dont worry XX, everything should be ok de =) cheer up man.
in the afternoon, went to meet mun mun and watched a 3D movie at the cathay. haha the glasses damn cute, den went to times bookstore at PS to look at tattoo magazines..
after tt went to just noodles to have dinner.. den we sat at fountain of wealth for some time and i realised this sign sayin : the largest fountain in the world - if i'm not wrong.. but we were thinkin : very big meh, like ok ok only lor.. haha den we started looking out for the year tt sign was made, maybe it was 1880s ?? LOL.. after tt we went to HMV at citylink and browse a little..
thereafter, we went to esplanade! waa we seem to be going everywhere hahaha, all mun mun's fault x) we went to the roof terrace and slack a wild, but left after a wild cos it was very noisy and had quite a lot of ppl, plus, most importantly, i needed to SHIT! we went to shit den went to slack by the river =)we slacked for a wild, den suddenly, i felt like playing arcade!! haha
LASTLYYY, we went to marina square arcade and played some retarded games (BISHY BASHY etc), which i SO suck at.. i lost to mun mun and i feel slower than the SLOWEST person!!!! HAI i need to do some soul searching :x haha den we headed back to mrt station to go home.
as i walked home, sth stupid happened.. i was walking alone, den i saw these 2 skaters skating quite far apart den i was just glancing at them. den suddenly the one in front fell. they were quite near to me, i tried MY BEST to not laugh, i really tried but..... the skater's friend,who was skating a little far behind the one who fell, burst out laughing like an ASSHOLE. so i ended up laughing to myself like an idiot!!! it's realli very funny, if u alone and u saw this, u sure laugh ur ass off!! HAHA, when i got back, i told ber about it, and he said : u damn bad, u better dont go skating, u laugh at people, it will come back to u!! KARMA. !!!! =( i realli dont mean to laugh de lor.
haiya nvm, ni men bu dong de la. ok i tired of blogging le, i tink im gonna try to do my lab report. CIAOZ

2008-12-17T20:51:00.000-08:00

hello!! i've created my blog out of sadness. ber says tat i need to bury myself in creating this blog or i will be too sad over my baby hamsters death. Pang sai, one of my 3 baby hams, whom i just named yesterday night passed away le. so sad. will create memorial for him in a wild. anyway today, i had lessons in the afternoon. cooked chicken stuffed with spinach and ricotta sth sth sth. it was quite nice and i kinda enjoyed lab lessons. after lab, suppose go out with ber. i went home to bathe and put stuff, but discovered about pang sai, in the end he accompany me clear the hamsters cage. sorry man. =) but thanks. credits to MUN MUN, i finally created this damn blog =) hahhaaha~~!

MEMORIAL!!!R.I.P
PANG SAI
From 25th Nov 08
To 17 Dec 08
I LOVE YOU