Sunday, April 26, 2009
No matter how badly something is hurting us,
Sometimes,
Letting it go hurts much much more.
1:00 AM
Friday, April 24, 2009
Baking Days Has Just Begun
Happy 18th Birthday Dearest Milly Goh Shu Hui!! and also Eunice's fren, Teri =D
Have been having crazy moood swings recently. But, I'm still alive.
Anyways, baking practicum is fun because i have very nice group members who help me and are great! First, let me introduce my crazy grp members.. (grabbed from yvonne's blog)
yvonne and ah ming.
SAKinah and ME !
in the 2 days (wed and thurs) of practicum, we learnt to make 2 kinds of bread, i can't really remember the names and all la, but anyway, let me show u all some photos of wat chef-cum-lawyer su has been learning and doing..
unsliced bread. *sth like gardenia de. just tt, it's done by US !
My '' pau'' and ahming/yvonne/SAKinah's nicely shaped bread. Doesn't it look like a person? HAHA.
after much effort and patience of Chef Gary, our breaddd..
I was having a hard time bcos i'm a LITTLE not-gentle and a LITTLE bad-tempered. I couldn't do it properly. But Chef and my group members were great, in teaching and supporting me. LOVE U CRAZY GALS!
And finally, a retarded pic of our bread and our MAN !
after all those sleepless nights, i know i'm not ready for it. things went too fast. i'm too rash.
but, i do still miss those break-times, and look forward to them. I hope it continues despite that incident.
11:15 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
One Night Alone
Tired. pissed. irritated.
Went out for a drink by myself last night. it's been really some time since i did that.
I didn't get myself really drunk though, just a little tipsy, good enough to walk myself back home. putting on that mask again. feeling so W-R-E-C-K-E-D. Took a walk to Kallang River. It was a weekday, so it was kinda deserted. I sat down and calm-ed my mind down and thought of everything around me. Relax-ed. Sometimes, it's really better to alone.
And also. I was thinking of this phrase : 没有期望 就不会失望。For ppl with sucky chinese like me, it means, without hope, there wouldn't be disappointment. I thought about it in english, then used my phone dictionary to translate it.
I've been feeling so disappointed in myself. The way i do things, sometimes not thinking about other's feelings, and the way i face up to stuff. Be it problems, reality or whatever.
Been having so many emo posts recently. So sorry.
Anyways,
Happy 18th Birrrthday To My Dearest CHIA MIN!!!!!!!!!
10:24 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Life-less
Hi everybody.Firstly..
Happy 18 th Birthday Wendy !!
(though u dont look in any way 18 x) )
It's been some time since i blogged.. Cos i haven't been having the blogging-mood.
Anyway, my life has been working, and meeting some friends after work for dinner, or to slack.
Thanks to (the regulars) : Calvin, Lewis, Danny, Yann, Alvin for coming down during my breaks or after work to look for me. And also Eunice, Wendy, Joshua, Wei Hao. Haha. I know u guys miss me alot. It's normal x)
On Sunday night, Eunice, Andy, Merilyn, and Lewis celebrated Ah Ming's birthday at Teo Heng. I could only join them at around 11 bcos i had to work. Despite all the efforts to get off early from work, I failed =( I haven't seen Ah Ming for a long time, and I'm sure she misses me (right ah ming?), so i went...
Andy told me that we were gonna eat Mac, then in my mind i was like : Am I going all the way to ECP for Mac? But, I still went anyways. In the end, i found out that they bluff-ed me !! They wanted to eat at a Hong Kong Cafe or sth.. But in the end, it's closing at 12, so.... WE REALLY ATE MAC ! hahaha. ( Lewis ate unhealthy food, instead of keeping to his soy-joy bar, look at Eunice's blog)
After Mac-ing, we went to the beach and sat down, and talked and talked and talked. Then, we walked Ah Ming home, which was quite near to ECP, and guess what? She wasn't really sure where her block was.
Me : Which one is your block ?
Ming : Ummmmmmmmmm, that one.
Me : Ohhh..
Ming : (As we walked closer to the block) No no no. That one.
BLur right ?? Haha!
After that, me and Lewis walked from ECP, to his house there.. Then i cabbed home. Slept immediaately, cos i waas DEAD TIRED.
That's all for today, I promise I'll post some photos on my next post !
2:00 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Just now, 1 and 2 quarrelled.
I was standing between them, I didn't know what to say.. I'm not very close with either of them, so i just said : 一人少说一句. Relax... Obviously, they went on and on.. I couldn't do much.. After they stopped, I accompanied 1 to the bus stop, while 2 met someone else.
1 said she is damn pissed and bla bla bla..
Then i said : 不要想那么多了。生气也没有用。Relax..
Then 1 said : 你的性格就是这个样子，叫我别想那么多，逃避问题。这样，问题哪里会解决？
I was lost for words. I just kept quiet..
I guess what she says is true, i just keep running away from my problems... I keep choosing to not think about my problems and just continue smiling and laughing my worries away.. So, my problems always remain unsolved, and sometimes, it gets worst. And another fucked up thing about me is that I know i should or should not be doing certain stuff, i clearly know it, but i still... Hai.. Who am i to console and give advice?
Sorry for the emo post.
Take care.
1:00 AM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
A WHILE AGO!!!!! I got fooled by LEWIS! NA BEI!
朕 says:
i got rammed by a bike sia..
den my leg bleed
gt a deep cut
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
huh
where
朕 says:
my hse there lo..
jus now i go resevoir
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
bike as in bicycle or motor
朕 says:
motor bicycle
pain sia..
i go see doc den now i cant walk properly for 1 mth
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
the person got say sorry?
朕 says:
yeah
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
den just go off ?
朕 says:
i say nvm ma..
come see me leh
come ar..
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
after my work la
朕 says:
when??
now ar..
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
tmr la
朕 says:
really must come ar..
dun bluff me hor
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
ya la
朕 says:
nearly can see my bone sia!!
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
eee... dont describe
wait i dont dare come see
朕 says:
LOL
haha
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!!!!
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
CHAO CHHEEE BYE
I was feeling so dumb, so i decided to fool some other people..
Victim 1: Chin Ming
While I was trying to fool her, she was reading my blog about lewis fooling me, so she wasn't fooled.
Victim 2: Joelle
(When I told ah ming i was gonna fool joelle, she said : sure success one.)
billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:
yeah in the day till 3
wanna meet ah?
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
come visit me leh
i cannot work le
now everyday sit at home do nth
billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:
how come cannot work?
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
leg injured.. very jialat
cant work properly
walk
billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:
oh my gg
how come like that
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
fall down
fracture my right leg..
billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:
HUH SO JIALAT
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
damn sian sia, everyday at home
wanna bend down pick things also like hell
dono can go school not sia
billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
oh my god oh my god oh my god
what can i do?
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
come pei me talk talk ?
billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:
ermmmmm
its not a april fool prank reight?
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
HAHAHAA
it is la
billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:
wahlauuuuu
CEK ARGH
I REALLY WANNA GO YOUR HSE EH
billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy! says:
THEN I ASK MILLY THENSHE REMIND ME ITS APR FOOL
KNN
FIRST TIME KANA FOOLED SIAH
Victim 3,4,5 : Chris, Dan, Xiao Ling
ALL FOOLED
HAHAHA. It feels gd to fool people. Really. But it's super asshole.
11:20 PM
April's Fool
I'm sure everyone knows today is April Fools Day.. Early in the morning, i got FOOLED during my sleep..
Jason: Su, where're u?
Su: Sleeping la! What thing... (Pissed)
Jason: Come and help Janice! Got people want beat her! Quick!
Me: (Suddenly eyes open big big, thrown out of bed) HUH?! WHERE?! WHAT HAPPEN?! WHO WANT BEAT HER?
Jason: Geylang! Faster come can?
Me: (Fcking worried) Which part?!?!??!Geyalng so damn big!!! I out of bed already, I go change then come le.
LAUGHTERS IN THE BACKGROUND
Jason: APRILS FOOL!
Me: FUCK YOU ALL LA!
At work, everyone fooled each other with many nonsense, mostly, those who were sleepy were fooled like shit.. Hahaha..
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyy, enough about the FOOLED part..
It's been long since I spoke to Merilyn, so i kinda irritated her.. SEE! SHE MISS ME SO MUCH =)
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
u wan see me right
mer says:
yes
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
HAHHAAHAHAHA
miss me right?
mer says:
hahahaha
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
yes right ????
mer says:
ya la
^kiNg kOnG™ <> says:
haha im gonna copy paste on my blog !! LOL
Have been working working and working..
Always see alvin and meet him for smoke breaks.. been so long since we caught up with each other, now, we see each other almost everyday! =)
Anyways, on sunday night, lewis, eunice, wendy, joshua, andy came to find me and we had dinner together after my work, then went to slack at suntec..
Monday - 30 Mar
Met Lewis at Parkway Parade and walked around while waiting for Joshua and Wendy.. And we bought Kinder Surprise!! It's been a long time since i ate that and so we bought it!!!
KINDER JOY!!!
Our surprises!!!!!! HAHA.The cute rhino is mine, while the koala jigsaw is lewis's.
Joshua came. Then, we had dinner while waiting for wendy to finish work then went to Teo Heng KTV.. It was just the 4 of us, but we were all crazy.. Hahaha..
Sang till about 11 den went home.. Have been feeling so tired lately but at least at work, I have less time to think of things that spoil my mood so I've been in a good mood recently =) So, dont worry ok Danny and Mr. JH.. Go for a drink soon ya?
That's all.. Will be back to blog soon? Take care !
10:00 PM
