Darkness.
As the glass meets my lips
As the smoke fills my lungs
I can feel my self losing grip..

I know and knew whatever i've been doing is not right
but god-damn-it,
i still did it.

I was captivated by your beautiful lies.
You have done what i have done,
You have stolen what i have stolen,
But now you have gone so far,
to have stolen from me.

I don't know what to do with you.
I don't know what to say to you.
I can’t fucking stop thinking about it,
all this shit about you.

But I’ll listen to you
Your excuses, your nonsense.
Because somehow,
I led you to this point.

I think what you really need now,
is help.
These pills that are supposed to kill pain,
THEY WONT FUCKING HELP.

It takes you high up there,
but it throws u down harder than u can ever think.
It comes back, making u want more of it.
Do you fucking understand ?