Sunday, January 4, 2009
hello!!! went to church this afternoon!! HAHA. dan jio me go and see see so i just went lor.. was quite fun.. den went lunch with him and his cell group.. i tink his faith in god is quite strong.. ever since he started going to church, he changed so much... now, when i go out with him, it feels different.. but its definitely a good change.. =)

actually, i went to church with him today cos i wanted to try to get rid of some thoughts in my mind... i've been feeling so
reluctant to go to school... but when i'm with my classmates, i'm happy.. just that, i dont like to study and dont want to study.. and at the same time, i don wish to disappoint people who care.. aiya.. damn shag.. i hate it when these thoughts come to my mind...
sad to say, church didnt help me get rid of the thoughts.. but it's ok..
people say it's normal to feel this way at times... but i keep feeling that way.. and it's making me soo shaggggg ! ahhhhhh !
nvm. i'll be fine.. thanks who those who cared. =) MUACKS!