Mistakes ? Regrets ? Trust ? Fear ? Insecurities ?

today wasn't a good day.. last night, i asked a fren a question that i totally regretted asking about.. and it made me feel like crap for about a day.. the incident happened months ago, but i suddenly thought of it and was curious, so i opened my damn mouth..
the answer realli stun the fuck out of me.. never could i imagine those words... from..
but like what ppl hve been telling me.. those words came out from them probably due to my open-ness, rash-ness and naive-ness..
however i still feel sorry for dan. i shouldn't hv involved u then.
after much thought, i kinda 想通le.. like what all my darlings told me,the incident happened months ago, so i shdn't bother about it anymore..moreover, things are different now! right?
though i still cant get it out of my mind, cos its quite a heavy hit, i will get it out asap..

also, i've been feeling so tired and irritated by things and ppl around me.. its always like this : when one problem comes, many will follow. and it seriously makes me feel so uptight and bound.

i guess i just need more sleep and less thinking to get myself back on track..

"When one door closes another opens. But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us. "

someone asked me to see this quote some time ago.. and i suddenly thought about it.. i wanna encourage my dear friends/readers to NOT live in the shadows of our mistakes/regrets whatsoever, cos opportunities for everything are always there..(regardless of whatever situation we are in) like milly always says, be sad but not for too long! Also, happiness does not depend on outward things, it depends on the way we see things! always look on the bright side, my friends!